I walk to his jeep and sit inside. But before I do I take a quick look in my reflection. I look like shit.
I sit on the cold seat and rub my legs, feeling nervous and cold.
Kurt analyzes me for a second and I look at him confused..
"What?" I ask
"Nothing sorry " he smiles and looks at the road. He begins driving slowly and I expect him to speed up but, am no.
He just drives really slowly and carefully. "Are you okay?" I ask.
"Yeah Why?" he giggles a little.
"You drive really slowly "
"Yeah I know" he answers. Typical short answers making him a little mysterious.. O.o
The silence is comfortable but I felt compelled to break it by asking something random and stupid.
"Have you always been weird." I say. Why I dunno.
As you can tell I'm really good at socializing.
"Actually I wasn't meant to say that. What did you do in town today?" I ask.
"Nothing much there's not a lot to do out here anyway." he answers
I decide to just stop talking cos I am so tired and sometimes he doesn't seem to care at all about anything. Kinda like me but I guess that was just part of his depression.
We buy two tickets to watch a shitty horror movie and through the whole thing me and Kurt laugh like psychopaths. If people turn around to say 'sh' we would laugh more and sometimes throw popcorn at them.
When the credits came on at the end me and Kurt have sore cheeks from laughing. We walk out of the cinema into the rain.
He catches me by surprise and grabs my face, giving me a long, rough-ish kiss. Luckily no-one saw but after a minute I reluctantly push him away.
"Sorry I just really like you. " he says.
" I like you too Kurt " I smile.
"No you don't" he says.
He walks ahead of me and I grab his shoulder to turn him around.
"Are you serious? Of course I love you. " I say. Hearing him say that makes me sad and angry.
I grab his face and kiss him softly. Very few people are around and we're hidden behind a few cars.
I keep kissing him and Kurt pulls me closer, clearly enjoying it.
We pull away after an intense minute.
" You believe me now?" I ask.
"Yes" he smiles.
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School (Kurt Cobain Fan Fiction)
Fiksi PenggemarRebecca moves to her cousin Krist's house in Aberdeen but her whole life changes when she meets a guy named Kurt in her new school.