Finding The Guy You Met

THE GUY!

"Wake Up..., It's already quarter past eight... we are late... will be leaving at 8:45"
-"arrghhh!! I hate it"

"we need to reach their at time"

-"I don't want to go-"

"Get out from the blanket Just wake up and get ready"

He woke up sat for a moment and kept on thinking
about that guy no one but I still kept remembering off- and he didn't find so good about until i went on...



                                                 He was never attached to his School days like the other guys used to be...

His friends, his mates. His girlfriends? Oh...!  He doesn't have one yet
but he had many crushes, though they could not bring any changes in his attendance. He never felt to come just as they were present. 


He was different actually. He never got serious about anything but the fact is he never faced any problems too.
Okay!!!! It would be wrong by saying- "he never faced any problems"
He was like this because he had problems more than anyone but still he was the happiest guy I had ever seen-

I will not make you bore or emotional by saying about his pasts ... cause he himself ignores the past and lives in the present without thinking about future. He neither cared about his studies nor about others but still everyone thinks he is the most caring guy they ever meet. He was never into any irrational, emotional, or sensible thoughts. The guy who never cried, nor got freaked out for a bad situation. He never fall in love with anyone till day and never got attached with bad strings he was just like a perfect himself.
I meet him in my schools.
Once I found him smiling, laughing and making others happy in his worst day.

He was growing up had responsibilities earlier as compared to others as he belongs from the middle class society but still he was enjoying to the fullest. He dreamt big but never complained about his fate. He was charming everyday. I never seen a fake smile on his face. He was natural.... we say we love ourselves and he lived that for all of us. I don't know what makes me feel so special and good about him but whatever it was just watching him everyday makes me gaze what was all this about ..... how could he be?
He never came forward to introduced himself but everyone knows the guy though he was not famous still knows him.
Was it for his this kind of nature?
or was it everyone likes him?
or no one likes his nature?
was it just only me ..... who was thinking about him so much?

yes I guess? ...
                                I never had a proper conversation with him. I hardly get in his sight or he just passes by but whenever he sees me he smiles at me. 
Later I came to know he smiles at anyone he comes in face to face. ow! that's new for me how could you smile at someone u even don't know?       

Everyone dreams was to get settled but his dream was never a dream for others. His thinking, his decisions was so correct and right , though I can't say he was the perfect guy but whatever he was... He was himself.

His friends...? Everyone was his friends and later I came to know I was too but how could I be? I didn't talk with him on a single day.... but he was so cheerful describing me as if we were together from long ago.

I never seen him running , fighting at corridors. Even in the crowds we could see him separately. He was that particular guy in the crowd. 


It has been years since we talked... He was living his dreams chasing after his own happiness making other smile and left all of us behind kept us gazing what was so special about him. He was not a guy to hold or stay he was after his dreams... was after cherishing about himself. He kept his life separate from all of us 
We never keened to know what was his story we kept on seeing his good things or the things just we wanted to see. We enjoyed because he made us to but we never did make him enjoy....
"ahh! it just hit me hard how could i be so selfish"

Loving yourself more than others is not about being selfish. He loved himself but he was never being selfish. His way was different from everyone. He was the one who jumped in first when you were in need and he was the one to back off when it seemed something was not right. It was just his secret.

We were so busy experiencing the good things we never asked about his life.

-"heeyy!!! what you are looking at your phone"

"Nothing" ........ "uhmm just"
 "Finding The Guy You Meet"

I again have that sparkling smile on my face. 

I spent my school days thinking... What was so special about the guy????.......