enhypen sickfics

sadness is a pretty girl - jake

•Jake•
I'm feeling pretty awful but not in a physical state i mean mentally.
I was crying myself to sleep. Again. I didn't even had any reasons to. It just happen. Maybe i need some help? But do they even understand how i'm feeling? What if they prescribe me some antidepressants? Am i getting better with them? I don't know. Who knows, maybe i just need some attention and physical touch, like a hug. 
All those thoughts were running trough my mind and wouldn't let me rest nor leave. At first i thought, i was just in a bad mood but now it feels like i'm having an incurable disease.
An almost inaudible knock on my door was to hear i quickly turned around so the others would think i'm already asleep. "Hey Jake, i know you're not asleep, i heard you crying. Everything okay?". It was Jay. I didn't moved any inch, maybe he would leave if i'm just laying here. He came near me and sat down on my mattress and slowly laid down beside me. He pulled me closer to his chest and hugged me from behind. I don't know why, but i turned around to face him. Jay looked deep into my eyes and starts talking. I wasn't listening, but somehow i forgot all those thoughts, because he was talking to me and gave me all his attention. I have this weird feeling inside me, that said that i need more of this. After he finished talking he smiled at me that i only returned to him.
The next morning i was greeted by a sleeping Jay who was talking in his sleep. I whispered his name, because we had to get up or else we would be late for work. "Jay. Jay wake up we have work to do." "Five more minutes..." "No it's already past seven and we have to be done at seven thirty." "Okay okay.". We got out of the bedroom and right to the kitchen, where the others already waited for us. "Hey you two, had a good sleep? Hurry up, i don't want to be late again." Heeseung said. After brushing our teeth's and whatever belongs to a morning routine we were off to go.

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Author's note
bro this chapter is shorter than my ex's dick💀
i'm sick as fuck and my ear is infected and the pills i need to take are legit bigger than my hand (not trying to be dramatic or smth)
slay all day