Might miss this place

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As I entered the dark room, only seeing little light seeping through the window to brighten up the space. I was thinking about what Mr. Denny said to me. Believe in it or not am not sure if I wanted to leave this place, and I can't guarantee my safety the next place I go.

Just the thought about leaving this place, a place that I got use to living in, sleeping and even breathing in. This little room was my safe place but starting from tomorrow morning it would know longer be or called mine again.

Thinking about Arius sent shivers down my spine making me feeling uneasy and troubled.

Living with someone so messed up and psycho might just turn me into a lunatic , I chuckled at myself.

I kept thinking about my parent, how life use to be for me , suddenly a felt a tear run down my cheek making me realize I was crying . I quickly wiped the tears away . I  knew it was getting late and I should get some rest because I have a big day tomorrow.

Ever since my life went down hill , the throbbing pain in my chest doesn't want to go away . The memories of my past life floods my thoughts.

I hate myself , I hate who i've become and the things I do to people.

Waking up every morning just to see men or women in agony and disbelief on their faces just before they die.

Reminiscing as I pulled the covers over me and fell asleep.

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