Random thoughts

thought #1

As I wrote another word in my vocabulary notebook, at the last stroke of my pen and felt the smooth swaying of it, I was struck with the realization of what a delight it is to be able to write while others have not or ever will be able to.
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From this I was led to the thought, that although life is filled with painful things, there are many good things in it. It would be wrong to dwel or allow a certain wrong to cloud my vision of all the good G-d has bestowed in my life.
And so, I hope, as I have, to dance to songs of hearbreak for as long as Jesus lights the darkness in my world. And to be true. Truly be true in joy with Jesus, not just give the appearance out of the need to block others and keep them out of my true pain and sense of despair.