I can hold my breath
i can bite my tongue
i can stay away for days if thats what u want
be your number one
i can fake a smile
i can force a laugh
i can dance and play the part if thats what you ask
give you all i am
i can do it I can do it I'll get through it
Im only human....and i bleed when i fall down
Im only human and i crash and i brake down
your words in my head
nifes in my heart
You tare me up and then i fall apart
cause im only human
~human by Christian perri~
I sit in my last class and take notes when some one throughs a note at me
I pick it up and read "stay away from my man fat ass or eles" i look around trying to find who ever through the note
"Well sorry for not being perfect" i say out loud and everyone looks at me "sorry i don't have the most expensive weave and cloths
Sorry im not perfect....but guess what i really dont give a fuck im fine the way i am and i don't need no bitch reminding me of my flaws not at all because i see them every time i look in the mirror so who ever you are...Instead of pointing out my flaws learn to except yours" i say looking at every single face in the class "and if you mean by 'your man' that guy named Princeton...trust and believe i don't want him i say going back to taking notes
* At the end of the day*
I pick up my books and head towards the door
"Hey" a guy with two braids says i remember him from lunch but i don't remember his name
"Ugh hey...??"
"O my name is Ryan most people call me ray"
"O well hey ray... not to be rude but what do you want??"
"I just wanted to see if you wanted to hang today or something" he says
*Rays point of view*
I can tell she was surprised but i really liked her she just stared at me so i took that as a no
I felt disappointed and started to walk away
"Wait" she says I turn around "ugh I'll give you my number give me your phone"
I hand her my phone she takes it and puts her number in it
"I'll text you my adress and you can pick me up" she says handing me my phone
"Okeyyy" i say taking my phone back
"Ugh ttyl" she says walking out the school door
"Yea ttyl" i whisper
I turn around and walk to my car and wait for the dudes to come
I spotted them and hopped in the car
"So how was yall day" i say pulling away
"It was alright this school be turnt" roc says
"All im worried about is getting in jasmine's pants i mean shawty banging"
"Dude dont you think of any other quality's in a girl other then her body i mean you could at least think of their personality" prod says
I shake my head agreeing with me
"Im not ready to do all that i just want to have some fun for awhile...then maybe I'll think about doing that" prince says
"You know one day your going to break the wrong girls hurt and you gonna look real shity cause one of these days a girls gonna play you the same way you played all these other girls" i say shaking my head and pulling into the drive way
"Maybe then you'll see how it feels to get your heart broken" i say as i get out of the car
"He's right you know" prod says
"And the sad part is i already knew that but...damn" prince says as he puts his heads in his hands and gets slowly out the car
I walk in the house and get in the shower then change into some khaki pants and a white T and a pollo jacket then get on my bed and watch TV for a while
*Jasmine's point of view*
I walked into my house and went straight to my room and did my homework then i got in the shower and put on some black skinny jeans and a lime crop top that went just above my belly button that says "yours truly" in black letters
I texted ray and told him my adress now all thats left to do it wait
HEYYA IM JASMINE AKA JAYY I LOVE MINDLESS BEHAVIOR SOME PEOPLE HAVE FORGOT ABOUT THEM BUT SHIIID ITS THERE LOST BUT I WANTED TO SAY THAT I NEVER REALLY PICTURED MY SELF WITH RAY OR PRINCE IT WAS ALWAYS ROC AND PROD I JUST WANTED TO TRY SOMETHING NEW SO I HOPE YOU LIKE MY STORY THIS WAS A LITTLE SHORT BUT THERES MORE TO COME #LIKE #COMMENT #VOTE THANKS!!!! UPDATE COMING SOON
