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Bang Chan POV:

It started off as just a game. 

I stared at my reflection in the mirror, hesitant of whether I should go through with it. I lifted the razor up to my arm, and I made the first ever cut there was on my skin. Once I started, it was as if somebody else possesed me. I couldn't control the sudden urge to just cut myself, and to remind myself of how bad of a student, friend, son, and human I was. Nobody needed me, I'm just useless. 

But it became an addiction. I could never stop. No one was there to tell me it was going to be okay, no one was there to stop me from slowly tearing myself apart. No one cared, and I'm used to that. 


Ping! Ping! Ping!

I looked up from the mirror to see that someone was sending me messages. 

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