For Her

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"Why do you care so much about me."

Kang Seulgi spoke asking me, i didn't know how to reply and i just spoke "i think, i think, i love you." she froze at hearing those words from me and just looked at me, staring into my eyes. her brown orbs just staring into mine with no expression "You, love me? Oh my god.. " "S-seulgi-" i spoke and rushed to grab her as she fainted nearly hitting the floor. i called the ambulance and waited for them to arrive. When Seulgi awoke, I was in the other room, explaining what happened and then I head her scream so i ran into the room where she was and she just looked at me, with fear in her eyes, and i softened mine and went to comfort her until she said "Where am i?" i explained she's in the hospital due to her fainting. "I don't remember that" "Well, you did faint and was out for a few hours" and once I said that, our friend Taeyeon came into the hospital with Tiffany and then she hugged Seulgi but.. she froze and then her body language changed and she was scared. "Wait, what's wrong Seul?" Once I realized, I asked Taeyeon and Tiffany to walk out for a bit so I can ask Seulgi something. "Do you remember who she is?" "No. I never seen her a day in my life" FUCK FUCK FUCK. No, oh my god. Why did it have to happen, especially now. "She's our friend, Taeyeon?" "Hmm, nope don't know her" "You know the girl who saved you from killing yourself that night?" "I remember someone saving me, just not it being her. I don't know her at all, Hyun" I mean, at least she remembers my name but she doesn't remember our immediate friends which is a problem because Wendy wanted us to come visit her in Canada this week. I told Taeyeon the situation with Seulgi and she was hurt at first but she understood and decided to still stay and even Tiffany focused and realized that Seulgi didn't remember Taeyeon but remembered her. "Hey, Seul how are you?" "I'm pretty good, Tiff, how are you?" "good good, uhm do you know who she is? *points to taeyeon*" "No, I told Hyun the same thing I've never seen her a day in my life" and those exact words is what made Taeyeon get up, and walk out of the room, crying. I followed behind the latter while leaving those two inside of the room.
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"Are you okay?" "No. I thought she'd at least remember some moments of me but she remember Tiff so perfectly but forgot me, she even remembers you, so who knows what else she remembers and doesn't." "Look, i know its a lot right now and she's hurting you but she's trying her best to remember everyone but it'll take a while" "I know, but it hurts." I understand, but i'm sure it won't take long for her to remember you" "Hopefully"
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During the conversation I was having with taeyeon, Seulgi and Tiffany were having their own and the doctor overheard and said well since she knows how to talk she's okay to go home, so when she was discharged we all took her home, which was even more hell since she couldn't recognize Joy.
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"Hii, i missed you" the youngers spoke as they went to hug the latter. Seulgi, just looked at them, kinda frightened "Huh? *breaks the hug* Are you ok unnie?" "Who are you?" Joy just looked at Seulgi, you can see the hurt in her eyes after Seulgi asked her that. Yeri just watched, but then spoke "Do you remember me?" "OH MY GOD, YERIIIII *runs over to hug her*" Joy just watched, nearly crying because her own sister. her best friend. her favorite person, doesn't remember her but she remembers, Yeri, Joy's girlfriend. "yea it's me, do you remember her? *points over to Joy*" "No, why did you both ask me? I already said I don't know her.." Seulgi spoke again, Joy just walked into her room and slammed the door. The room's aura changed completely and everyone knew that if Seulgi couldn't her memory back fast it'll be a lot more they'd have to worry about than just her. 

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Irene POV - Later on the phone to her parents

"Joohyun, why haven't you left the girl alone? I mean, if she's ruining things with your friends why aren't you just moving out and cutting her off?" My mom asked me, I replied, "Mom, you know how much I love Seulgi,I dont ever want to let her go, I'd do anything for that girl!""Hyun." my father spoke,  "you need to let her go, she isn't any good for you.." "She is! She's the best for me!" they hung up on me, and I lied in bed and cried myself to sleep.

I woke up like I was late for class due to a dream I had, "S-seulgi.." I spoke before she hugged me, her embrace was so comforting to me, she was so warm I missed her hugs, I sobbed into her shoulder, while she caressed my hair, "Everything will be alright, Hyun. I love you so much, you know? I promise I'll try to remember everything. I'm trying so hard to, I know it's a lot, I'm sorry but I'm willing to do anything to remember, but don't cry. You're too beautiful to be crying." Her words comforted me so much, i looked up at her as she looked at me, her eyes red as well "S-seulgi" I couldn't speak, my throat aching from crying so much, "Shh, it's okay" she spoke, kissing my cheek. I fell asleep in her arms, soon waking up to her in my bed, looking at me with a soft smile, her light brown eyes staring into mine. "Good morning, my love" she spoke in a soft voice, I couldn't help but smile at her and speak back, "good morning" 

To be continued