Awkward

Chapter 1.
Few ears ago I fantasized how everyone would think of me as i walked down the hall. Notice me because what I was wearing, because I was the freak or I was the popular kid (like that would ever happen) but that was not my reality.

It started on the summer break in summer camp. There was this cute boy named Matty. It was a party at the summer camp. Matty smiled to me and told me to go with him somewhere alone.
Yeah I lost my virginity. After that I felt pretty great except we were in a closet and it was pretty weird that Matty wanted me... ,,So are you going to the winter dance"I asked. ,,Yeah probably..I'll see you then?"
,,Yes"I said. So he wasn't a douchbag that just wanted to get his hands on me or what?! ,,can you just go after me...like after one minute? Because nobody can know I hooked up with you" he asked. ,,Um okay'' I said. I waited and than left.

Chapter 2.
Now shool has started and it was the dawn of a new beginnig.
I cant stop thinking about Matty..actually I have counted every time he looked at me since school started..omg I am totally obsessing over him.

Anyway Cathy and Alexa are coming over because they are coming with me to get my cast off . Ohh yeh forgot to tell you what happened (how could I forget telling you?). Okay so I was at the bathroom taking my pills and then I slipped over and all the pills where all over the floor and I past out and broke my arm. It really looked like I was doing a suicide so I was the freak at the school with a broken arm after trying to do a suicide.

I am at school sitting with the girls and there he is I just can't stop looking at him and then he blinks me.The girls don't know yet I hooked up with him but they know im into him. He is with this really nice guy that I met yesterday named Jake hanging up some posters. Jake is also popular but he doesn't care
If he's seen with dorks. Jake walkes to me and after him comes Matty. ,,hi" says Jake. ,,um hi" I say back. Jake is actually little cute. Matty stares at me and he's totally nerves cause he's sniffing his armpits and he does that when he's nerves. I stare back, I love his brown eyes that... ,,it's rude to stare...youre welcome"says Shady, and then there's Shady.
Shady is a cheerleader that doesn't do anything than bullying other people.

It's gym time and I'm in the locker room. ,,my clothes are getting big on me!...Jake says I have a eating disorders,i mean how annoying is that" I hear Noelle say to Shady (Noelle= Jake's girlfriend).
,,ohh please!... do you know this girl named jenna..i hate her and she's also hitting on your boyfriend" says shady. ,,ooh no really what do I do?" Says Noelle. Shady picks up her phone and takes one nude picture of Jenna when she doesn't see. ,,oohh this is so going online!"says Shady while Noelle giggles.