An accident// Hyunlix ff

Forty-seventh chapter (47)

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Felix never knew how boring it could be to be in a hospital. He only has to stay for four days but still. He isn't allowed to use his phone because that may affect his healing process and he can't move around that much either. The members are busy practicing stuff and covering up for Felix as smoothly as possible.

He sighs as he looks out of the window. At least he has a nice view!

Today it's not that nice weather though, so it just looks grey and boring. Apparently there's a storm upcoming. It's not a dangerous one, but you know the windy and rainy storms.

It's summer yet the weather is already turning depressing. 

Schedules being packed plus bad weather equals not many visits by members, equals not seeing his besties, equals not seeing his boyfriend.

Yeah.

Hyunjin is his boyfriend. Felix still can't believe that, it doesn't seem real.

Knock knock

"Hm? Come in!" Felix calls out as he heard a knock on the door. "What? Hyunjin?"

"Hai Lixie~" Hyunjin cutely waves as he enters the room.

"Oh my- Hyunjin, you're soaked!" Felix quickly stands up to grab some cloth to dry Hyunjin up. "Gosh, didn't you bring an umbrella?"

"No, I didn't know there was a storm upcoming-" Hyunjin awkwardly chuckles.

"Well whatever then." Felix looks outside the window. The storm has already gotten worse. "You may need to stay here tonight, I don't think it would be safe to get home in this weather..."

"Oh I'll gladly stay here~" Hyunjin said and put a finger under Felix's chin, making him look at Hyunjin.

Felix's face immediatly turned red and he quickly looked away.

"Hyunjin~" He whined, as Hyunjin giggled at his cuteness. "It's not funny"

He pouts.

"Sorry cutie, I had to" Hyunjin looked at Felix with eyes full of love.

"J-Just...yeah." Felix tried to calm down his burning face.

"Hey, that fanfiction we are reading" Hyunjin suddenly stated. "It got two new updates today!"

"Wait really?" Felix looked at Hyunjin excitedly. "Can we read them now? Please? Pleaseee?"

"I don't know, can we?" Hyunjin smirked. 

"Oh come onnnn!~" Felix whined again. "Pleaseeee~"

"Hmm..." Hyunjin pretended to think about it. "Fine"

"Yay yay yay!" Felix was about to clap with his hands but remembered he has a hurt arm. He pouted as he looked at it.

"Aww, Lixie..." Hyunjin tucked a few strands of hair behind Felix's ear. "You'll be fully healed soon!"

"I know, but I'm not healed now" Felix kept pouting. Hyunjin chuckled at his cuteness again.

"Anyways, let's start reading!" Hyunjin sat down in the hospital bed and waited for Felix to sit beside him.

" 'kay, let's gaur!" Felix said happily.

TIME SKIP~  (listening to nightcore skz songs is AWESOME)

They made eye-contact. They both knew that if they would get closer, there was no turning back. Hyunjin took a deep breath and stepped closer and closer to Felix.

Shit shit shit, what am I doing, why am I stepping forward, I-

"I want you." 

Felix's eyes went wide as he processed what Hyunjin just said.

"What...but you said..."

"I lied. I didn't want to hurt you..."

Felix got tears in his eyes. 

I CAN'T BELIEVE I JUST SAID THAT I CAN'T BELIEVE I CONFESSED WHAT AM I DOING-

"Thank you.." Felix let out. "...but I can't be with you anymore...I have someone..."

Hyunjin's eyes filled up with sadness.

I should've been quicker...I should've told him at the rooftop...

"I'm sorry..."

"No, no, you didn't do anything wrong, Felix..." Hyunjin tried his best to smile. "No one did anything wrong..."

"Are you sure? You seem so hurt and it's my fault for falling for someone else and-"

"Felix."

"Listen. it isn't you fault. Love can't be controlled. What your heart chooses, is what you want. And we didn't necessary promise each other to stay like this forever, did we? You didn't do anything. I'm not hurt because of you. It's okay!"

Felix didn't seem convinced as he hung his head low.

"Woah..." Felix let out. "How can someone write this? I could feel all the emotions..."

"Me too." Hyunjin agreed. "kind of scary.."

"Oh I hope you wont do anything dumb now" Felix scolded the fanfiction Hyunjin.

"I hope I wont" Hyunjin giggled.

Felix glanced at Hyunjin and smiled. His own. His boyfriend. No one elses. Only his.

"Thank you" Felix said.

"Huh? for what?" Hyunjin looked confused at Felix.

"Just for being you. For simply existing"

Hyunjin looked at Felix and got tears in his eyes.

"Yo-you're so kind..." Hyunjin sniffled.

"Same to you~" Felix snuggled closer to Hyunjin.
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