Courage

Introduction

THE MESSY BREAKUP

It's just some few more months before a new batch of students graduate in college. All are busy filling in all the requirements they need ,except the two students of the Multimedia class that was know to be lovers.

Don't worry ! They don't make such fuzz in the class , since everything right now is online ,that includes their fight that happens almost everyday.

They are not your typical couple, imagine having the smartest girl in class falling for just an average tomboy, not to hide the fact that the straight A girl also got great looks, chinky eyes, braces and fluffy cheeks. While the tomboy, looks like a walking red flag, with average grades, weird social life and yeah a little bit of talent.

But lets not talk about how they fall for each other. Because honestly, They themselves won't even remember it because they're already getting on each other's nerves.

"Why are you always mad at me? What did I do wrong? Don't you love me anymore?"  Kirsten starts accusing Apol of this,since apol don't give her much attention..

"Look, I'm not mad! But baby right now we need to study , let's try to focus here, if you can't concentrate,then sleep first. I do love you, but right now THIS IS OUR PRIORITY" Apol stated

This is the daily dynamics of their fight, Apol focused on studying while the other seek for repitative validation..

"No, I won't sleep. Let's chill first babe"

"But one of us needs to do something here, since we need to pass it in two days"

Truth be told, Apol is insecure too,  not with her girlfriend but with how she wants to show everyone that she deserves their Top 1 girl. She knows that unlike Kirsten, she needs to put more effort on her studies. She needs to prove her worth to both her and her girlfriends parent.Apol is pressured because many people are against their love. She tried explaining that to Kirsten but then she don't listen. Kirsten is having tantrums again like a child, and no matter how apol try to calm her she  never stop and even gets worst.

With noway to make her girlfriend calm, she started crying too. Nobody knows how fearful she is, where would she place herself that kirsten would understand that all her efforts was for her and no one else. That all Apol was focused to do is for both their future, she is traumatized and when she finally speak, all she dare say was.

"Kirsten,lets breakup.  I'm not helping you anymore, I can't even calm you down" and magically, that was the only time Kirsten decided to calm..

Nobody knows this side of her, the havoc that Apol face everyday just for love.Kirsten,the smartest girl in class was a jealous and controlling girlfriend and Apol always let her win, only not this time.

Apol is full of fear of not being able to complete her requirements to graduate, because of how she saw her girlfriend hurt herself . It was traumatizing and that starts the rage within her heart to finally call it quits. The love is real, but so is the trauma and hate. So even if she was unsure she called kirsten

"Kirsten, let's breakup. I'm sure this time..I really hate you and can't even dare to look at your face. Will you ever think of me? and my future ? I already tried to talk to you calmly but you never stop.now I can't even do anything, because all I can vision is you hurting yourself."