Everything just sucks. All the people. Everyone. I am alone without any money and that sucks too. Everyone says i am respectless and unfair. But that is not true. I am just a kid. I feel empty most days. Not all days you know just the most days. I wanna live my youth the way I dream of. My bestfriend is Not really my bestfriend. I dont really like my sister. I am sorry for my dad because he tries his best at work and my family is still attacing him for so much. I hate my life today. I just want everything to be different. I hate this. Like everything here. I feel like I get nothing done or reach any of my goals. I hate school and the teacher. Is it really my fault?