[the star through the train window] BSD X READER

chapter n°1 : a corrupted rose

It's was dark to say at least..

The subterranean sky with the fragrant breeze was before you .
The moon looked mesmerizing tonight..the silks of that round jewel shined upon Yokohama in a magnificent way ,you who was the only one in this world who could look at it with no fear or curiosity..
but only comfort and stood on top of the building thinking about the new " flower" that is going to come in this" garden " to abolish the bridge between the " plants " and the " flower .

'why does my heart.. ach..'

You turn to look at the moon one last time before looking away to go down the stairs of the building humming a tune .

Utterly ridiculous..

Her eyes soften for a brief moment then it went lifeless again .

Sho ho (irl yosano real name ) I'll save you this time even if i have to sacrifice everything even HIM ..

" Bloody butterfly! "

Suddenly a figure of women with an ancient  traditional Chinese  look appeared out of nowhere with a biwa in her hand .
And " tawn " with sound of the biwa
You disappear in the vain air .

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The sun slowly raise up on the city and mafia activities go away and the Ada go to the Job like the other days except this time a special someone will come pay a "visit" to them..

Like usually kunikida was the first one to come to the agency and start working hard like everyday and the TANIJAKI siblings we're doing something to.. describe what..they are..anyway ranpo was eating candy with his feet on the table like a spoiled kid and oddly enough dazai was slacking off work again leaning on the sofa lisenting to something yeah the usual routine?...right? .

...
Dazai mood was not the daily comedic clown attitude he was rather cold.. distant... quiet..? And what was even worst he didn't try to annoy kunikida to stop him from working.
He was listening but it was not a song..surely' not.

His face looked seriously threatening.
His wasn't smiling nor making weird expression he was just looking at the wall lisenting to the so called " song ' .

That was weird..

Kunikida glanced a look at him for a second and sight..
Dazai face couldn't be described it was a sort off a mask..a plain mask . Not a smile nor a sad look ... He just didn't have emotion on it but it didn't mean he was sad and also didn't mean he was happy , he was just off .

Kunikida got off from he's sit and watched dazai for to say at least eight second he was trying to describe what kind off mood he was on .

Dazai didn't notice him.. he was to focused on the wall before him .

"DAZAI!"

The blond hair man shouted dazai name but not in a mad way this time he just meant to see what he looked like .

In the little time Kuni was calling him, the brunette try to push his cheeks that hurt to open his eyes and to make the usual smile..he didn't want to..nor did he have too..it's just..he didn't want anyone.. anyone i say to see him in a vulnerable state..he want the pity of the human he didn't deserve to have it..
He only deserve to be hit in the face..he needed to be destroyed or hurt in any way.. if it was by him or by someone or something.....

'if only i had a knife or anything sharp with me'
He said in his Head

" Oh hey~ KU-nI-K-I-dA-kun.. " he singed his name like a cartoonic way . Before turning his head completely to see his colleagues.