Virgin..........(a Not So Romantic Love Story)#sandhir Ff

Part 1-Our so called society........

"Listen before we go further u need to know everything about me"Said a sweet yet bold voice over the phone.

"Whats it dear?Why are u tensed?"Said a over sugar coated voice 4m the other side......

"Wo me....wo me.......tumhe batana......."

"Sweetheart tell me what it is"

"Samir i m not pure.I am not a virgin"She said in a go.....

"What the hell are u speaking Sanyukta?If its a kind of joke then let me remind u that its sure crap......"

"Samir why will i joke that to on my own character.But i thought that before getting hitched i should tell u everything.But trust me Samir i did not do it for pleasure.I didn't have any choice at that time.Please let me explain."pleaded Sanyukta......

"Tum kya explain karogi Sanyukta?What the bloody hell will u explain?Ki tum kisi aur ke sath bed share kar chuki ho.U know the heat of the luxurious bed.U r just a slut Sanyukta.A bloody slut."Samir roared.

"Samir how dare u say so.tumhe Pata v he what i have went through?How dare u question my character?"Sanyukta seethed in anger.

"Chillao mat Sanyukta.A whore don't have any ri8 to shout.So just zip up ur mouth and listen to me.Me ye shaadi avi aur issi waqt todta hu.I can't get married to a prostitute."Barked Samir.

"Samir but u told u love me.And u will believe me.To ab kya hua?"Her voice cracked.

"To do hell with ur love.Mittal khandan ki bahu wo v tum jesi characterless.No chance.Everything is over Sanyukta.Every bloody thing."And Samir disconnected the call.

Tears started raining from her eyes.Her heart was indeed again injured and what was more frustrating was there was no1 to heal her.No1 to mend her.Why will some1 care 4 her.When She was a whore in eyes of the world.No1 can understand that she herself destroyed her character for the sake of the safety of her country.How she sold her virginity just to pierce out some information that would save her country from the most dangerous terrorist Kabir and Rana.No1 will never ever understand.Yes Sanyukta Agarwal,one of the shining stars of CSIC was all alone in her own life.1 who saved the whole country from a great threat was living in misery because of her deed that she had to do on the name of her duty and job.She thought all will understand her agony but no1 even looked at her.Yes she can't tell any1 the real reason why she did so but she hoped some1 to understand and love her.But alas there was no1 in this whole cruel world who could see through the fake smile plastered on her face.None can see her pain.None can understand what emotional turmoil was she going through.How she loathed the day she took that life shattering decision.No she never regretted what she did for her country but that desicion of hers costed her family,her marriage,her dignity and moreover her happiness.

Drifting into the past she remembered her father's saying-

Flashback___________________

"Sanyukta tumhe kisne kaha tha ladkewalo ko sach batane?"

"Par papa me apna rishta jhoot pe suru nahi karna cahti.I want them to know everything"She said in a meek voice.

"Batameez ladki 1 to apna muh kala karwa k aayi he upar se mujse juban ladha rahi he.Tujhe kya lagta he ki tera sach janne ke baad koi tujhse shaadi karega?"

"Karega naa papa.Jis ladke ko mere dil se pyaar hoga wo accept karega mujhe samjhega wo mujhe."She argued.

Now Sanyukta's father was in full angry old man mode.

"Haan haan isiliye aabhi tak 13 ladko ne tumse shaadi karne se mana kar diya.Kyu mere sar ka dard ban rahi he tu.Kyu mujhe tu chen se jine nahi de sakti tu?Kash mera beta hotato sayad mujhe ye sab jhelna to nahi padta"

These words broke Sanyukta to the core..........

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Recalling those moments tears filled in her hazel orbs........

Sanyukta's POV-

Han papa nahi hu main aapka beta.But banne ki bahut kosish ki mene.Isiliye CSIC join kia taaki main apne aap ko prove kar saku par meri kismat hi kharab thi ki mere uss desicion ne meri aane wali zindagi ko destroy kar di.Agar aapka beta esa kuch karta to sayad kisiko kuch pata bhi nahi chalta aur aapki reputation pe v koi aanch nahi aati. Aaj pehli baar mujhe mere ladki hone pe aafsos ho raha he.Kya iss pure duniya me 1 v esa insaan nahi jo mujhe ese hi accept kare jese me hu.Kya mujhe apne life me saccha pyaar kabhi nahi milega?Kya koi nahi samjhega meri majburi?Why god why only me?"

Just then some1 knocked on the door-

S-Come in.

Kaustuki-Maam wo Vardhan Sir ne aapko unke cabin me bulaya he urgent.

S-Ok thik he tum chalo me aati hu.

At Vardhan's cabin-

S-Sir may i come in?

V-Yes Sanyukta come in.

S-Sir aapne mujhe bulaya?

V-Haan Sanyukta.Mujhe aabhi aabhi interpoll se khabar mili he ki EKLAVYA naam ka khunkhar terrorist India pahunch chukka he.Aur DEFENCE MINISTRY ka koi aadmi humare desh ki Important jaankaari uss tak pahuncha raha he.Jo humare desh ke liye jaanlewa saabit ho sakta he.Khabar mili he ki aagli aur sabse badi transaction Amritsar me golden temple me hone wali he.Yeh humara last mauka he uss gadar aur eklavya ko pakadne ka.Humari 1 galti aur pura desh khatre me aa jayega.So being the Head Of CSIC can i trust u?

S-Sir aap befikar rahiye.Issbaar eklavya ko mujse koi nahi bacha sakta.She smirked.

V-But tum akele nahi jaogi.Tumhare sath 1 aur insaan jayega.

S-Kon Sir?

V-Wo 1 specially trained officer he jisse mene Mumbai branch se Delhi bulaya he to accompany u on this mission.Uska naam he.........

Just then both of them heard a knock on the door.

V-Yaa come in.

The person entered.Her eyes widened on seeing the person.

S-Tum????????