This is a one shot I wrote a while back. It revolves around my characters from my fanfic; Noor and Zayn. It is set in the future... just to give a little hint as to what is coming up for the fanfic.
I hope you guys like it :D
Inspired by the song Let it Slide by Nikki Flores ~
-sabs.
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NOOR P.O.V
I watched as the seconds ticked by on the clock. Zayn was late... again. I tried not to get upset, because I knew Zayn was very busy at "work", but I could't help but feel my heart breaking with each second as it ticked by.
We had been married for about a year, and everything was perfect for the first two months, but then everything started to crumble. I knew it was a hard task to manage your married life, but I never imagined it could get this difficult and painful.
Before our marriage, Zayn had promised me he would refrain from his old ways of smoking, drinking, and partying out late. And he did keep his promise... for the first two months of our marriage.... but then after a while he would come home smelling like cigarettes.
I glanced over at the clock again, and saw that it was almost close to 5 in the morning. I had spent another night awake, waiting for Zayn to come home... but he never did. I closed my eyes and tried to stop the tears that were trying to leak out. I took a deep breath, and stood up to take a stroll around my living room while I waited for Zayn to show up. As I was walking, my eyes landing on a specific picture. It was a picture of Zayn and I, right after our Nikkah (marriage) was performed. I still remember the day like it was yesterday.
~Flash back~
There were cameras flashing everywhere, but the only thing I could see in front of me was Zayn. I couldn't believe he was finally my husband. I glanced up to look into his eyes and saw that he was already looking at me. His eyes were twinkling with happiness, and I couldn't help but feel my heart pulse with excitement when I realized that his happiness had something to do with me. He pulled me in closer and hugged me while wrapping his hand tightly around my waist, while I wrapped my hands around his neck. "I love you Noor", he whispered into my ear, causing shivers to run down my back. I blushed and just hugged him tighter while whispering into his chest, "I love you too". Zayn rested his chin on top of my head, and took in a deep breath before he started to talk again. "Jaan (my life) I promise to always keep you happy. I promise to love you and make sure no one ever hurts you. I can't wait to start a family with you. You are everything I have ever wanted, and so much more. Please don't ever leave me or I'll die", he said and kissed the top of my head. In that moment I felt complete. I had everything I had ever wanted, Allah (God) had blessed me with so much more than I probably deserved. I felt tears of happiness well up in my eyes as I looked up to see Zayn grinning widely. "I love you too Zayn, and I promise to always be with you", I said and kissed his cheek.
~ end of flash back~
My tears were now flowing rapidly down my cheeks and I did nothing to wipe them away. No one was here to care anyway; the one who was supposed to look after me failed to do his job, so now there was no point in caring anymore. I remember how Zayn had said to me that he couldn't live without me. I scoffed at that memory when I realized that I was the only one hurting without Zayn, he seemed to be content with his life.
The click of the front door broke me out of my deep thoughts. Zayn was home. I took a deep breath and wiped my face clear, knowing that Zayn wouldn't notice I had been crying anyways. "Zayn! Where were you? I was worried about yo-", I said as I saw Zayn taking off his shoes, but he interrupted me by glaring at me and shouting, "Please Noor, don't starting bitching to me right now, I don't have the time to deal with your bullshit. Just please leave me alone, I don't wanna see your face right now!", and then he walked right by me and stomped off to our bedroom. I finally let my tears fall again when I heard the loud bang of our bedroom door being shut.
Who said being married was easy, would you tell me who the hell said that?
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And there it is guys, I hope you like it. Please vote and comment to let me know what you thought of it.
-sabs :)
