MADHOUSE || PJM

#29

my feet feel heavier with every step i take towards him. i feel the familiarity start to grow more and more.

how could i forget these feelings, his smile, the way he told me stories in our tree house, the place we hid from the world.. the place we used to steal kisses from each other.

i fell completely in love with him, since the first moment i saw him.

i stop a few steps in front of him, clenching my hands at my sides. he's so tall, his aura is serious and distant, able to intimidate anyone. no one would ever think he'd be able to fall so deeply in love.

how did i make this boy fall in love with me?

his eyes stare in mine, his confused expression turning into understanding.
"they told you.."

i nod, feeling my heart in my throat.
"i'm.. really sorry."

he gives me a sad smile.
"you don't need to apologize, you didn't choose to forget me."

not being able to hold back, i walk towards him and wrap my arms around his neck, hugging him tightly. i feel him tensing up, probably surprised.

i bury my face in his chest.
"i still can't fully remember you, i just know who you were in my life and i'm so so sorry for making you go through all this."

"that's nothing compared to what you're going through. i'll be fine y/n."
he whispers, kissing my head.

he takes my face between his hands, bringing me close.
"take all the time you need to remember, i'll wait as long as it takes."

having him this close, i can see how attractive he really is. his delicate skin, his soft lips and those eyes in which anyone could get lost in, in which i used to get lost in all the time.

i see his eyes moving down to my lips, and the need in them is so clear.. he wants to kiss me.

i place my hands on his.
"taehyung.."

he lets me go, taking a step back.
"i'm sorry, i didn't want to make you uncomfortable."

i open my mouth to tell him he doesn't when a very familiar voice interrupts me.

"good afternoon."

i turn around to find jimin walking towards us, his hands in his pockets while his lips fake a smile that doesn't seem genuine.

wait.. he's talking in front of taehyung?

"am i interrupting something?"

i can feel taehyung tensing next to me.

"no."
i answer, feeling uncomfortable yet again.
jimin.. with all this new information, i didn't think about him.

"jimin."
taehyung spoke up.

"taehyung."
jimin added.

i furrow my eyebrows.
"you two.. know each other?"

"yea, my mother assigned me to make him feel welcomed here, right, taehyung?"

"although i think jimin doesn't know much about that."
his tone sounds a bit annoyed.

jimin places a hand on his chest dramatically.
"ouch.. are you saying i'm not treating you well?"

before things go out of hand, i speak.
"uhm.. i think i'm gonna take a nap."

jimin looks at me.
"i need to speak with you, y/n."

"now is not the time, jimin."
i turn to look at taehyung.
"i'll see you around."

he nods and i take a step towards the door when jimin takes my arm.
"y/n, we need to talk."