Cuz it's you

A new feeling..?

" You drew stars around my scars but now I'm bleeding "
                          _ Cardigan - Taylor Swift

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Han slowly turned his head to the soft voice of the female immediately realising who it was. "Why did you come" He said in a monotone and turned back to the window, looking outside as he didn't have the confidence to face the girl after what he did.

"I just..came to check because i heard something break..oh maybe that" She said in a bit low voice , pointing at the broken glass on the floor which was scattered into pieces.

"It's nothing, you can go now" he said to her but did she go. Never.

She sighed as she was biting down on her own soft lips as she was feeling a bit nervous around him but still decided to confront him as he definitely wasn't looking okay right now. He looked like he needed someone to help him right now and she was ready to do so.

"Han" she said in her sweet voice before taking few steps ahead and hesitatingly standing beside him "it's okay to let your emotions out sometimes" She said slowly patting on the male's shoulder making him freeze and look down as a tear drop fell from his eyes.

"Why do you still care about me after what i did? Are you showing pity on me?" He questioned with his hoarse voice and looked at the girls face with his teary eyes.

Eun looked down not knowing what to say as she wasn't sure about her emotions too and also about why she came to check up on him after all he did. Maybe in fact it was Pity but afterall she can't afford seeing anyone like this because situations like this always reminded her about her own best friend who took her life without even bidding a proper goodbye to her and she always blames herself for not being there to save her. That's the reason she never leaves anyone alone in situations like this and same goes for Han.

Eun slowly pulled the boy in her arms and hugged him softly and let his head rest on her shoulder. "Shh.. it's okay, I'm here for you" she said while rubbing the male's back.

Han on the other hand stayed still as this feeling was something new and unknown to him as noone ever dared to confront him and never really cared for him, he was just like an outcast. When he used to have nightmares like this before he was always found to be suffering in silence with noone besides to help him out. So this was his first time for someone to make him feel like he was loved.

Melting into the girls soft and warm hug he slowly hugged her back and started sobbing in her arms. "Eun..thanks, thanks for coming here and making me feel like I'm worthy of atleast some kindness after all i did.." he blurted out while still crying in the girls arms and hugging her a bit tighter.

"I'm sorry! I'm really-y sorry for what i did to you earlier.. it's just..i tend to lose my temper soon but i didn't wanted to do that-t.." He kept on uttering words while crying making the girl feel really bad for him.

"Shh..shh.. it's okay, it's okay i already forgave you.." she said still rubbing the male's back.

Hand held her shoulders and looked at her smiling like a kid. "Really?!" He exclaimed with a hint of happiness in it. "Yes. Really" she returned his smile back making Han smile more. "Thanks..again" he said "Also.. don't sleep in the living room couch, i don't wanna make your sleep uncomfortable, so will you sleep here..?" he added as he looked down waiting for her response.
"Yes i won't sleep there anymore"
she said with her soft smile and patted his shoulder a bit.
"We should sleep now, we've classes from tomorrow right so let's rest well" she said as the boy agreed to her.

The rest of the night was really peacefully and calm. Both of them getting there well deserved sleep after all the chaos that took place. But this peace, Will it be there for both of them forever.. like this?.