Forbidden from the start

chapter 56

Jacob's POV

I have so much anger in me that I can't even express the awful feeling. I'm angry with myself and her. Her audacity drives me crazy, her stance was unbelievable, her worlds were unforgivable, her actions were...

Unforgettable.

I shake my head at the thought.

Her,her,her.

Everything's about her.
All.the.fucking.time.

Even now, that I'm driving in the middle of the night all I can think of is her. She never had this much an effect on me, not at least that much that I could express it. Now she gives me no choice but to act my own thoughts.

" Don't worry dude, we will find her" Kyle reassures from the passenger seat

" You said you can find her " i glance at Martha who's behind, her head tilted downwards in her phone in an attempt to find her precious friend

" I'm trying " Her glances back angrily

" Well, try harder " I spit returning my look on the road

" You know, it's not that easy to find someone's location when they have it closed. I'm not a fucking hacker "

" I thought that computer was your major " I argue

" Maybe she doesn't want to be found " she shrugs " what are we even doing?"

" Aren't you worried? She's alone out there " Kyle defends

The only thing I worry about is her being alone after all I did the day before. I may - or may not - have Nico's ass in jail after " accidentally " gave him in the authorities for drug trafficking and using. And he may sent any of his friends to defend him.

Well, he didn't think that I would let him have his way after what he did to Olivia, did he?

I'm surprised with myself that I didn't make him my first killing after all.

" I'm not. She's clever and young and pretty. She may be with a guy" she justifies

" She's not " i shake it off

" Well, how could you know ?"

" I just know "

There's a couple of minutes of silence in the car , my eyes go beside me and I see Kyle and Martha glancing at each other, suspiciously.

" Hey!" I snap "Something you wanna share with the whole group, Martha?"

She stares at me, clearly not wanting to answer the god damnit question.

" Well?" I ask again, growing more inpatient by the minute

And just like that, it snap back to me;

Why would Olivia want to turn her location off for Martha not to see?

She's lying.

" Martha, I'm gonna ask you one more time. Please give me the address " I speak low and slowly

" I'm sure she's sick of you and your protective game" she scoffs

" Give me the fu-" I cut myself " ..the damn address my dear friend " I smile gently

"78 lounge" she replies septically

" Thank you " i nod my head

I know where that is, but I've been a few times there so I don't know what's all about.

" What's that?" Kyle asks

" A clu- Pub " she corrects

" A club or a pub ?" I ask