~Chapter 1~

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-Hyunjin POV-

I went to my locker. I couldn't stay with them any longer. My heart couldn't take it. The anger. The jealousy. What does Minho have that I don't have. I mean yeah he's pretty, he's hot and everything but... My thoughts were interrupted when I heard a familiar voice. "Heyyy Hyung" I heard my best friend since kindergarden say. Jeongin. Yang Jeongin. Or I.N, called by our friends. But I call him Innie. "Hello Innie" I said with a sad tone. "Are you okay?" Innie asked me. I said nothing. "Is it because of Nari?" He asked again. He knows me too well. "Yeah" I nodded and looked down. "I just don't understand. What does Lee Know have that I don't have" I said and let my emotions out. We, our really nice and cool and swag friend Group, gave Minho that super cool nickname. He first got annoyed by it but then he actually had nothing against it. Back to the topic. I sat down on the floor and Innie sat next to me.

-Jeongin POV-

It hurts. It fucking hurts so much to see my best friend, or to be honest crush, like this. Yes crush, i had a crush on him since middle school. Or maybe longer.

I always liked him but i realised it just in middle school when i learned better about LGBTQ+. Deep down I always liked boys. I never thought about any girl bc i actually thought it was normal in elementary school to not have any interest in girls but my mind was always full of Hyunjin. There wasn't a moment where i didn't thought about him. But when I went to middle school I still hadn't any interest in girls. Only Hyunjin or other guys I had a little crush on. Deep down I always was Gay. But nobody knows. I'm too afraid to come out to my parents and friends. The only friend who knows about my sexuality is Chan. He is like the father of our Group so i knew i could trust him. Tbh he is Pansexual himself but he isn't openly about it either in our friendgroup.

Back to Hyunjin again. I put my arm around him and consoled him. "One day she'll definitely realise your the best for her" I said. "Probably not, Minho also like her too" he answered. Excuse me what. Minho likes her? Now way. He is definitely Gay. I can feel it on my Gaydar. And my Gaydar never lies. I see when someone is Gay. I know when someone is Gay. And Minho is totally in love with Jisung. That's to obvious. And Jisung also likes Lee know. How do I know it. Please Lee knows eyes sparkle everytime someone mention Jisung. When he looks at Jisung you can already see the hearts in his eyes. And Jisung? Yeah Jisung told me about his feelings for the older. But I probably shouldn't comment nothing to Hyunjin since I don't wanna bring false information incase if Lee know isn't gay. "Don't think negative. Think positive my friend" i said to motivate him. He smiled. Oh gosh how much I love his smile. "Maybe one day you'll find a perfect girl for you, or even a boy" i said teasing. "Innie" he laughed "you know I'm straight". Yes I know. And it hurts. He once told me he was straight. We had an awkward talk in middle school when i found out about my sexuality and feelings for the older.

Flashback:

-No ones POV-

14 year old Hyunjin and 13 year old Jeongin were watching an anime. The Anime Given. Both loved music so much. While Jeongin loved to sing Hyunjin loved to dance to his favourite Songs. Since it was a Boys Love anime, Jeongin asked himself if Hyunjin supports this or maybe likes boys to. He then spoke before his brain could think.  "Do you like boys, Hyung?" The younger one said. After realising what he said he that apologized, "I'm so so so sorry i shouldn't have asked this" he said panicking. Hyunjin giggled "It's okay Innie, and to anwser your Question. No I'm straight but I support LGBTQ+, I mean there is no reason to hate them" he said.

-Jeongin POV-

It kinda broke my heart to hear that my crush is straight but it really makes me happy that he supports it. But i don't know I'm not ready to come out to anyone so I probably shouldn't say that I'm Gay. "What about you?" The older asked I-I'm straight too, b-but I totally agree with y-you" I stuttered a bit. We then continued to watch the Anime.

End of Flashback

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