"only u." | VH ONESHOTS

"i'm not worth it". | VH

TW : mentions of suicide, sh, degradtion (not the kinky kind), mentions of r@pe.
read with caution.

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vinnieluvr213 :
"She's so fat omg 🤣"

vhackerrswife :
"Vinnie could do soooo much better"

vhackrristheloml :
"she's a slut"

slvt4vin :
"i hope she gets raped again"

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Y/N sat on the bathroom floor, trying to conceal her sobs. She knew that those comments were made by jealous 12 year old girls, but it still hurt.
Ever since Y/N started dating TikTok star, Vinnie Hacker, she's been getting hate day by day. It got so bad to the point she had to disable her comments.

Y/N could usually suck the hate up, not letting any of it get to her, and not taking any of it personally, but today was a day she couldn't hold it in.
Y/N's phone buzzed; she knew what it was, she knew she shouldn't read it, but she couldn't help herself. She picked up the phone and read one of the nastiest comments she has yet to receive.

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novahavker222 :
"I just was Y/N to kill herself. she doesn't deserve Vinnie's love, instead she deserves to rot in hell"

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Tears streamed down Y/N's face. Her mascara smeared everywhere, her head going fuzzy — she wasn't thinking straight. She got up, having to steady herself considering she got light headed, and unlocked one of her cupboards under the bathroom sink.
Quite sobs coming out of her mouth as she stared at it; conflicted. If she started over, she would betray Vinnie's promise. But, she couldn't see herself not doing it again.
That feeling; the pain when the blade slit her arms, it hurt so bad, but it felt so, so good.

Y/N was so in her head she didn't even notice her loverboy standing behind her, his heart aching as he saw the girl he loved so dearly going through hell because of these "fans".

"Y/N? Baby, come here". Vinnie spoke; his voice quiet, trying not to startle the vulnerable girl.

Y/N look behind her, looking up and meeting his eyes. As soon as there eyes locked, she bursted into tears. Not being able to move, Vinnie walked slowly towards the girl.
"Baby, come here, you're okay I'm right here", Vinnie cooed.

Sobs came out of the fragile girls mouth. She couldn't move, she didn't know what to do.
Vinnie came closer and eventually wrapped his toned arms around her waist, engulfing her in a tight hug.

"I-I'm sorry Vin", the girl hiccuped, trying to gather her breath.
"Shh, you're okay Y/N/N, I'm here for you I promise".

The two stood in silence for a while, giving Y/N a chance to calm herself, and collect her thoughts.
After a while, the girl whispered, "I'm so sorry".

Vinnie looked at the girl confused.
"Sorry? What for my love? You didn't do anything".
"I did though. I'm not enough for you Vin. Your comments are right, you deserve better and that's not me. You deserve a girl who isn't so sensitive, who isn't insecure, and who is the perfect girl for you. That's not me and that will never be me. I'm not worth it. It being your time, your love, your respect, all of you".

There was a pause, then Vinnie spoke;
"You're right Y/N , you're not perfect. But, I'm not either. I love how you're not perfect, and I love how I'm not perfect. Baby, if we were perfect, we would be so fucking boring. I don't like boring people, but I love you.
You're the girl I wake up next to, I wake up with the biggest smile on my face knowing I have the prettiest girl by my side, laying next to me, being able to kiss her — you everyday , morning , afternoon , and night.
I consider you perfect, Y/N. You are perfect in my eyes. I don't care what those imbeciles say. I want you, I need you, and I have never felt this way about any girl. So, Y/N, believe me; I love you".

"I love you too, Vincent Cole".
Vinnie let out a chuckle, " You're so lucky I love you, or else i wouldn't let you call me 'Vincent Cole' . Now, let's get you cleaned up and go get ice cream, how does that sound"?

The girl smiled and looked up at him, "I'd love that almost as much as I love you".