You're MY idol || MINSUNG

chapter I - Jisung's pov

Jisung wakes up in the morning in a hotel room. A thin ray of sunlight that penetrated through the gap between the drawn curtains warms him on his cheek. He slowly opens his eyes just to see Felix standing in front of a large mirror and grooming himself. "What are you doing there?" he asks the younger with a raspy voice and slowly sits up and rubs his eyes. Felix replies with a big bright smile: "We're all going to the beach, hurry up and get ready you sleepyhead" he runs around the room and collects different things to play on the beach and in the sea. "Is everyone going?" Jisung asks. "Yes everyone" The younger answers. Stretching, Jisung gets off the bed and heads to the bathroom. He washes his face, brushes his teeth, fixes his hair. He's not in the mood. 'I thought that when we have time off, we will be together. We have the whole day off, damn whole day and he decides to go to the beach with the others. Why? He can't even swim properly yet.' he thought a bit upset with the elder. he wants him all to himself when he has the chance, they barely have time for each other due to schedules and currently their Tour. What if the older doesn't care? Or does he not want to spend time with him? Fortunately, Felix wakes him from his thoughts:"Let's gooo, the others are already waiting for us on the beach." He's excited, takes things to play with and drags Jisung out of the room with him.
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They arrive at the rest of the group. Chan bids them good morning and points to the blanket and basket on the ground with a smile "I brought us breakfast so you won't be hungry guys, let's eat and then enjoy a beautiful day." Changbin and Hyunjin are already sitting on the ground and stuffing their mouths with all the snacks that Chan brought. Everyone is laughing, eating and they plan what they will do during the day. Jisung's mood is still down. He hasn't taken his eyes off Minho yet, watching his every move. 'Is he ignoring me? Why is he ignoring me? Did I do something wrong?' He starts overthinking and his anxiety slowly begin to seep out. He watches the older's every move intently. Minho peels a tangerine and Jisung tries to read his behavior to see what's wrong but fails. Suddenly, the older reaches out to the younger and hands him half a tangerine with a slight smile on his lips. Jisung is a bit taken aback but relieved. 'He doesn't ignore me' he thinks and smiles. Everyone finishes eating and decides to go swimming. Felix and Jeongin grab the airbeds, balls and other things to play with and run into the sea, the others immediately joining them. Jisung stays sitting on the beach, not wanting to go play with them. He hopes Minho will stay with him but he was wrong. The older runs towards the sea, followed by Chan who catches him and throws him over his shoulder and carries him into the sea. It's quite a cute sight because it looks like Chan has an angry kitten on his shoulders and not a grown man. The others are playing, shouting, laughing and splashing water on each other. Minho is wearing a T-shirt that is completely wet and you can see what is underneath. Perfectly toned body. The older's chest get bigger because he works out a lot these days, his abs are also more visible, his biceps, veiny arms and most of all his thighs, those thighs drive Jisung crazy. And his wet hair brings it all to utter perfection. 'Aaarrg! Why does he have to be so perfect! He really doesn't know what he's doing to me? How long has it been since we were last alone together? Three months? Four? Five? I don't even remember it anymore.' Jisung is flustered and so deep in his thoughts he doesn't even notice Minho is standing next to him. Older speaks and holds out his hand to the younger. Jisung flinches a bit and looks up at the older "Come on, it's fun, you're not going to sit here all the time, are you?" He shows younger a warm smile. Jisung is lost in his eyes for a moment. After a while, he decides to grab the older's hand but suddenly Hyunjin and Seungmin stand by him, pick him up and carry him to the sea. They swing him and throw him into the sea. He rises above the surface, slicked his hair back and wipes his face. He starts laughing out loud and yells:"Hyunjin-aahh, Seungmin-aaaah!! He wants to run after them but Changbin starts splashing water on him and eventually the rest joins in. Felix takes the ball and throws it to Minho:"Let's play dodge ball" Everyone agrees. They have a lot of fun. Jisung is now standing in front of Minho and trying to block the ball so that the older cannot catch it. He jumps up and down, his back rubbing faintly against Minho's body and his butt against the older's sensitive area. Jisung realizes the whole situation and blushes. Before he can move, he feels the older's hands on his waist gently moved him forward, away from his body. He blushes even more. 'What just happened? I just brushed against him a little and that's enough to turn me on? I'm out of my mind. It can't be. Is this really me? I guess that time without his touch took its toll. Wait- What if someone saw..? Ah shi- There are a lot of people around here, someone must have noticed. No, it will be good, you just overthinking everything again. But- What if-' Han tries to calm himself but it doesn't help. His anxiety is getting worse.