TRIGGER WARNING:suicide, death, depression
My grandad died today I was already feeling suicidal but he was the only reason I'm still alive. I don't know what to do now nothing matters anymore. Not even my parents want me alive. why do I exist only to fail at protecting those I love. I wish I could cry but I can't anymore, nothing makes sense. Why don't I just kill myself Tonight... I can't be bothered.
Bye
