Ashton Rowland's Gay Ventures

Twisted Frames Of Time

Sunil's POV

If you actually loved me Ashton, you would not be leaving me. I get you got trust issues, but i was cheated on. Do you really think, I would want anyone else to go through the same thing as me.
I have to leave to have sometime to think, I don't really know your intentions. I have only known you for a few weeks, I don't know your endgame. Ashton really, I have no endgame but to love, care and protect you. I have tried but im failing, you know I love you. I would never ever cheat on you, you need to trust me more.

So why was you with Johnny at secluded location, well its because. Well it's, its because you fucked Johnny. And your just trying to make up excuses, no Ashton it's not like that. Well, what you made plans to be together. Ashton will you let me fucking speak babe, well I was talking to Johnny. I got to angry and upset because I did not get no answer, I could make sense off. So I left and went to the woods to think, like I always do when I need to think. He knew I would be their, so he came and found me. He than told me the answers I needed, I told him I'm not going to break your heart ever. I'm with you now I said, that's how it's going to be. He knew the chance of me and him were diming, but he accepted it. He kissed me on the cheek. That's all well and good an all, but why was your top and ok Johnny. Because I had be even crying alot, his t-shirt got wet and had blood on it because I got a nose bleed. So I gave him my shirt for the troubles, that makes no sense to me Your lying.

Ashycub I would never lie to you, I love you I do. But you also haven't got over Johnny and you still love him, of course I do love him. Maybe your right, but I'm not going to dump you to go back with him. I'm happy with you, you are my world now and always will be. Yo..u.r happy with me, yes I love being with you. I can proudly say that your my boyfriend and I fucking love you. But I cannot stop you leaving, it's your choice. But I do support your decision, just know I'll be here waiting. Here Ash, take this. I give him 100 dollars for the hotel, I have transferred you 3,300 dollars for the hotel and food. I love you Ashton, I hug him and I leave the house. I know  i will not be able to bare the pain to see him leave, I go to the forrest where i normally go.

Ashton's POV

I see Sunil turn to leave, I hear the door shut. I sit their and think, am I making the right choice. I know he would never cheat on me, but do I really know that. I decide to call Bryce Gheisar, someone Sunil is close too. I have heard Sunil talk about him alot, I find his number in a book. I call it he answers, hello I say. Its Ashton, hey Ashton how are you and Sunil. Well not so good, we have had a argument. I seen him and Johnny walk out the forrest together, with his T-shirt off. You think he cheated on you Bryce says, yeah well I don't know. I get you wary, because you don't know him that much, but take it from me I know him well he would never do that. He will never hurt you, he has never cheated or hurt Noah, Johnny Or Mark. He is the most loyal person I know, he loves you. He's always banging on about you, and how much he loves you.

He mesmerised by you, he always saying how you you helped him. Also how much he loves you, all he ever talks about is you. You just need to be paste t with him, listen to him before jumping to conclusions Bryce says, he is. I had no idea he always talks about me, I really thought his friends did not know about me.  Have I made the wrong decision, do you feel the truth within him, yeah. Well their is your Answer, take time apart but you will be stronger Bryce says.

Sunil's POV

I sit on the waterfall with my legs dangling down, I'm looking down. I check my phone and see a call from Bryce, Noah Johnny and Ashton, I send a voice note in the Group chat.

I don't fell like talking right now, I just want to think. I'll stay in the dark and drown, so I don't have to watch this scene. I just dont want others to suffer, no I won't be home to sleep. Staying in the corner watching them all betray me,
What the point of having anyone. All of my friends are not listening again, that's what happens when you fall in love. I don't have the time, to repeat it all the time. Don't know where you've gone right now, I hope you don't see me on TV. I'll try not to hurt myself, just because your mad at me. I know you'll be indelible for atleast a little while,  what happened to all the plans we made. My life has gone wild, watching me always on trial. You only turning heel on me, all of my friends are missing again. That's what happens when your in pain, you used to have the time, now you have left me behind. You all know I'm not fine, but your not insight. Now i won't get to have anyone, maybe I Baby I maybe I'm the problem. Johnny I Johnny I maybe I'm the problem. Noah I Noah I maybe I'm the problem, Bryce I Bryce I maybe I'm the problem.
Baby I maybe I baby I'm the problem.

I thank turn off my notifications and listen to music, I sist their crying. Maybe I am the problem, maybe it's not them. Look how many break ups I have had, if I'm the problem I need to remove myself from the equation. I listen to music, maybe I should just go.

Ashtons POV we all arrive at the forrest, I see Sunil fall forward, I proceed to take off my clothes. Just than Johnny Junps down after Sunil, i look down to see no Johnny or Sunil.

I land in the water I see a glimpse of Sunil being washed away, I swim after him. After a few minutes I see him I lift him up from the water, He opens his eyes Ashton is that you, Jo.. he passes out. I lift him into a cave and hut his chest, he coughs up water. Johnny, what are you doing. Why did you do that, I wanted to go. IM THE FUCKING PROBLEM WITH EVERYONE I BEEN WITH, that is not true. It is John you should of let me go, he begins to cry so do I. Sunil I was the problem not you, deep down you know it's true. I do too now, I always knew I was bad news. But why would you do that I say, you would hurt Ashton, Noah Bryce and especially me. Was any off you their for me sunil says, Sunil you only had this problem today. We did not know until Bryce rang us, im sorry I could come sooner. You guys were better off without me. Sunil pushes me back, I fall and hurt my arm and back. He limps of to the forrest alone.