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▬▬▬mikey is sitting on his own remembering your words, your words just kept on playing in his mind.
Now he started to doubt about what he's doing, if it's right or wrong.
"So your here how's everything going?" Mikey looked at the person blankly and then looked down
"Good" -mikey
"Mikey are you sure that y/n has a feelings for you? I mean if she have then why isn't she agreeing on divorcing izana and why-"
"Come on please, I am not in the mood yet" -mikey
"Look Mikey, I helped you, I betrayed izana just for y/n because I want to see her happy but if her happiness is not with you anymore and if your also forcing her then I will tell izana about you"
"You wouldn't kakucho" -mikey
"I will because for me y/n's happiness is more important and if her happiness is with izana then it's izana" kakucho said making mikey glared at him
"Stop giving me that look, you can clearly say to yourself that y/n can't accept you now" -kakucho
"So now you're regretting helping me" -mikey
"Yes you're right, I made a wrong decision giving y/n to you, I am seeing izana dying everyday without her and I can see that he's not the only one who needs her, y/n also needs him, she needs izana" kakucho patted Mikey's shoulder and left.
Mikey went through his hair in frustration, he was already confused but after kakucho's words he become even more confused. He had no idea what to do.
The only thing he knows is he's hurting his love and also being selfish but in love, we have to sacrifice our happiness for our loves happiness.
We have to accept the truth that the person we love is now happy with someone else.
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Yesterday night Mikey came home and went straight to his room, he looked stress, you know you shouldn't be worried about him but you just can't help it.
You stood up and took a deep breath "okay y/n, you have to check on him" you kept on saying in your head that everything is going to be okay and went infront of his room
You knock on the door but got no answer, you slowly opened the door and went inside his room.
then you saw him, He was balled in the blanket, sweats can be seen in his face, his body was slightly trembling.
you immediately went to him and checked his temper.
He flinch when your cold hand touched his warm skin "oh my god Mikey, your hot"
"I know" he joked with a grin and suddenly he started coughing
"I'm not joking Mikey, your burning"
"Why are your here?" He coughs while holding your hand
"Wait here I will go and get some ice packs" you were about to go but he grabbed your wrist and made you sit on the bed beside him
"W-why didn't y-you ran away, it's a perfect opportunity for you" -mikey
"How can I leave you like this, yes I am mad at you, disappointed but still I can't leave you dying like this" tears started streaming down in his eyes as he suddenly laid his head on your lap crying his eyes out
"Please stay, don't go, don't leave me" you didn't said anything and just let him do what he wants, you know he's hurting, he's in pain because of your rejection but what can you do, you can't be with him out of pity.
He have to understand that you are not made for him, you are not made for each other, your heart belongs to someone else.
After awhile he fell asleep on your lap but he was still burning in fever so you gently laid his head on the pillow and went out to get ice packs.
All night you stayed with him because you don't want you leave him alone in this state and without realizing you fell asleep.
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Mikey woke up with a huge headache, he touched his head and his fever is gone, he looked beside him and saw You sleeping on the floor while your head is resting on the bed.
He stared at your sleeping face, he was mesmerized with your beauty 'what am I doing? She's right I am no better than izana, he force her and then now I am doing the same' he thought
His hand moved and carefully touch your cheek "even though you're here beside me, Im still afraid, that you're not mine anymore or you were just never mine" he whispered
Suddenly you started to move, you rubbed your eyes and looked at him "your awake, how's your fever?" You said in your sleepy voice.
He smiled at your concern, even if he did so much you still care and worried for him "I am fine thank you" You nodded and stood up.
"Can you do me a favor?" Mikey hesitate to ask, you looked at him confused but slowly nodded
"Can you please make me a breakfast" you smiled and nodded
"Alright, I will just make you a porridge" Mikey nodded with a smile, he sat up on the bed and sighed, you went out of the room.
"Y/n I have to do this, you have left me with no choice" -mikey
You came back after making porridge and saw him sitting on his bed, he was staring on his phone but then he looked at you and smiled
"Here is your porridge" you handed him the tray and he happily accept it and place it on the side table.
He made you sit on the bed and he gently place his head on your shoulder.
"Mikey"
"Please y/n, let's stay like this, please" you didn't do anything and just let him stay like that, you don't know what happened to him but it looks like he wanted to embrace you.
'why does it feels like a goodbye hug' you thought
