Pretty Girl's Have Feelings

Chapter 1

Dear Diary,
I Brynlynn Rose Click am a complete failure... I have tried my whole life to make my mom happy and to give her everything she could possibly want... and it wasn't enough... I get asked in school what happened to your arms and legs and your eye your buldging eye what happened. And I can never tell them the truth because my mom whose name is Mary Lynn Click had threatned to kill me... so I sit in despair not knowing what to do or where to go or who to even call... I have no friends and no life. God will I ever be happy?
Love Me.

It was my first day of my senior year and I was scared... I had just moved to a new school because the other school was getting suspicious with my family life.
So here I am at a new school again... I wish things were normal and I could be happy but it kills my mother when she sees me happy. I start of the day by curling my long blonde hair. Then when that is done I put mascara on. I decide to wear the best thing in my closet which was my red flannel black ripped up  shorts and a black t-shirt with my old old black pair of army boots.

I walk down the stairs and see my mother and father. I put my head down and arch my back. I grab my school bag.

"What the Hell do you think you are doing.'' Mother said.

" I-I"

Before I could get any words out she came up to me and slapped me accross the face and on the arm.

She points her finger at me.

"You are not to leave the house wearing any fucking make up you understand me young lady. You know you are not aloud to look prettier than anyone got it!" mother said.

"Yes mam" I mumbled a Lil.

Crap I said mam. She slapped me again.

"You know not to call me that it makes me sound old!"

"I'm terribly sorry I didn't"

"Save it for your pillow" She told me rudely interuppting.

I can always smell the thick scent of alchol lurking from her mouth. My father does nothing when my mom abuses me all he does is sit there and laugh and smoke his dumb cigarette.

I start school looking horrible with a bruise on my face that starts from the corner of my eye to the corner of my mouth and its at least 3 inches wide. I also start school with huge red marks up and down both arms.

Before I walk into school I run to the side of the building and pray.

Dear god,
I know you are there listening to my every word are you doing anything to help me? Are you going to make my mom stop abusing me? Why does it have to be me out of everyone me what did I ever do to her! I need answers...
Amen Brynlynn.

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