Why am I like this?
Why am I here?
Why can't I be like everyone else?
It's not fair
It's never fair to me
People can have so much fun in life
But what about me
No one cares about me
No one cares about what I want
Do you know what I want?
No
Ok
I will tell you
I want to be happy
Like everyone else
I want to be pretty
Like everyone else
I want to be loved
Like everyone else
It's not fair
People get the things I want
Why can't I have them?
Am I not good enough?
Will I ever be good enough?
Probably not.
Well maybe I would have a chance
What a joke.
I'm the joke.
I have always been the joke.
It's fine.
I'm used to it
It's nothing.
I'm nothing
I will never be something.
Maybe in the future
What future?
What am I talking about?
Gosh
Am I going crazy?
Possibly.
I really need help
Where would I get that help from?
Not from "you"
Who would help me?
Anyone?
No?
Ok.
It's ok
I don't really need your help anyways
If I lasted this long without help.
I'm fine
"I'm fine"
What a lie!
What a joke.
Well, I can say that it was a funny joke.
I'm so funny.
Gosh
I should be a comedian
When will I be happy?
Happy?
What a weird word!
Can I even use it?
Happy is a word only happy people can use.
Whatever
I don't even need to be happy.
No one around me was happy
So
Why do I have to be happy?
I guess
It would feel amazing
To feel happy.
Are you happy?
I hope you are.
Being sad is well sad.
You know what I mean.
Do you?
I mean how would you know?
Your happy
I see your smile
I see your eyes light up.
I see your beauty
I see YOU
I see the real YOU
Not the take YOU
Sorry
I talk too much
People say that quite often
But it's true
I have lots to say
