Tweek's POV:
Me and Craig have been friends for years now, well. Best friends..
Lately, ive been thinking about him differently... I dont know. I know im bi, but.. Ive never really had any attractions to any girls before so i might be gay fully.
AGH! Too much pressure....I have dated a few girls, but they were all forced and i never really loved them i had 1 boyfriend before... But it was the same. But ugh, Craig is just different! The way he says my name... Ugh. I hope im not the only one... But seriously, i think im starting to like him.
Let me tell you how we met, about. 5-6 years ago maybe?
It all started in the last year of junior school. I never really talked in school, but i always had an eye on Craig. Ever since i started school here in south park..
The teacher assigned me next to his seat, i remember that moment perfectly. I walked over to the chair next to Craig's. And he introduced himself, he seemed chill... Obviously i didnt know him so i was confused, but seriously, i really needed company those years. I wont say anything though. So i also, introduced myself! And ever since then we have been friends, then best friends.
We hang out almost every day now, and it really means something to me.. Ugh. Why is love so confusing!? I have a love-hate relationship with this tingly feeling in my stomach...
Everytime i talk to him i always heat up. I dont even mean to, he's just so pretty.
AGH!!!!!The moment you said hello. Was the best ever.
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Enough of the chit chat. My alarm beeped and it was time to get up to go to school, ughhhhhh!
I hate school, only when Craig's not there though...
When he's there its amazing.
Oh my, i sound like such a simp.
UGH!!!!!!!I smacked my alarm and rubbed my eyes, and smiled at the thought of seeing Craig today. Shit, im getting feelings... Oh whatever, its not like it wasn't obvious. I have to be careful around him now. Great
I jumped up from my cozy bed, and yawned a bit, stretching my arms out.
After, i walked to my wardrobe to get some clothes.
I just wore normal dark blue jeans, with a button up hunter-green t-shirt, which i could never button up correctly somehow? Maybe because i keep twitching.I should really stop with this caffeine thing. I thought, laughing while doing so.
I got dressed, brushed my teeth, brushed my hair and had rice crispees.
(best fr 😃)And coffee, already.
I checked my phone to see a text from Craig, which instantly led me to plaster a small smile onto my face.
What was he doing to me?"AH!"
I jumped from the sudden beep coming from outside, the bus! I quickly got my bag and said goodbye to my mum and my annoying bratty sister.
Haha... Bratty!
Booyahhh!! >;D-
I hopped onto the bus, running feom my house. To look atvthe back to see Craig's face, i swear i could look at him forever.. His black, shadowy soft hair.. His dreamy blue eyes that look like an ocean in the night..
He noticed me and waved, and smiled!!
I felt my head go crazy, it does everytime. He's just so damn perfect..
After some time of just standing, i waved back, also smiling. Then i ran upto him and sat next to him.
He saved a seat for me? Aw... :'}"Saved a seat for me aye?"
"yep, all for you, my majesty" he said, putting both his hands over the seat while bowing, he looked stupid...
Stupidly cute-I loved when he did stuff like this, it made me feel so special! The names he calls me are just so perfect.
I bowed back and sat down, still laughing."I missed you Creekyy!"
What!? Agh! Creeky??? Everytime i hear that i freak out, i looked the other way so he couldn't see me blushing like crazy.
"Craig.. Its only been like one day?"
"so? You are my bestiee!~"Please stop... Actually, dont. I want to stop blushing though... Agh!
Whatever, just say you have a cold. It is freezing out there.
"Yeah? I guess i missed you"
He hugged me and i felt so many emotions.. I know its just a simple hug, but it meant so much more to me then just a stupid hug.
His warmth quickly made me smile, i loved doing this.
Untill he stopped.Awh.. I was enjoying that. Whatever i guess
"what was that for?"
"what? Do you not like hugs Tweek??? We always hug?"
"what! No- it was just random yknow.. Haha-"I put my hand at the back of my neck, rubbing in hope to try to calm me down.
Clyde was behind us so he then poped his sneaky little head over our seats, ruining our mini talk."Heyy guyss~"
"What do you want?" Craig hissed, geez. Craig was so rude to other people expect from me? It doesn't mean anything though.
But Clyde is his 2nd bsf, maybe even 1st.. Nah, we are best friends!The thought of just being his friend made me sad, cringe even.
But life always has difficulties, i could never tell him what I've been feeling these past days/weeks. I just know it would ruin our friendship...
He never really told me about his sexuality, should i ask him? I mean, he has had a gf but like me, he didnt like her one bit.He knows im bi atleast, i think im gay though. Maybe he'd support me? I mean, he does flirt now and then with me. I know it doesn't mean anything though, and it just hurts.
Its better then nothing though-He could even break my heart.
AM I FALLING IN LOVE WITH THE ONE THAT COULD BREAK MY HEART!??!?!!?
Oh god, maybe he is secretly a player boy who uses people in their advantage! This could all be a joke, a prank.. Our whole friendship.I then heard clicking, and Craig waving at me,
"HEY, TWEEEK? TWEEK?"
"w-what!?"
"omg, wtf dude! You were staring at me for like, minutes! Then you started having a bloody panic attack!"
"s-sorry... Idk what happened. I guess i just zoned out"
"Tweek... Is anything happening at home?"I loved how he cared about me, i love him so much. I dont care what people think.
"n-no? Why?"
"im worried, Tweek"
"oh, no. Its fine, i promise!"I hugged him again, one of the best things is that i can hug him whenever i want to. He wont even suspect anything.
Nothing.He still doesn't know about my addiction.Sure, he knows about my caffeine addiction. But not the meth one, i dont plan on ever telling him what happened.
The bus finally stopped so i grabbed my thermos, bags, and left out the bus with Craig behind me.
Now that i tuink about it, he's such a body-guard to me. He is always protecting me.We walked out of the bus and walked upto the tall, slim-like looking building.
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Just saying, if they hold hands. Dont think too much lol, i always hold hands with my friends, its just a thing i do. So to me its not really that much of a deal??? I mean, its just holding someones hand- its not like im making out with them!?!? 💀
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