TWD imagines

Carl grimes~smut

Setting: Alexandria, Carl's house

NO POV
you and Carl have been best friend since the apocalypse started, him and his family found you by urself hiding in a tree surrounded by walkers. Rick had shot all of them down while Lori held Carl to protect him. While you were crying and panicking in the tree as Rick shot the walkers. You remember seeing Carl stare at you worriedly. Since then you've been by their side. Especially when Carl had lost his mother.

Y/N'S POV
it's been 4 months since Lori passed, Carl is slowly moving on but he's still well and truely grieving deeply which is understandable. I walk down the street in Alexandria seeing as I live a few houses down from Carl and I stop at his house seeing him holding his little sister Judith sitting on the porch in a rocking chair, "hey Grimes" I smile while walking up his porch "hey Y/L/N, how've was ur night?" He smiles "tiring honestly, I had to deal with his kid who has one eye and thinks that cause he wears a cowboy hat that he can boss me around" I joke and giggle. He smiles widely and laughs. "There's that smile I missed" I say while tilting my head at him.

He slowly relaxes his face and jokes around saying "yea that's the last you'll see of it" I grab Judith from his arms and I put her in a cot that's next to us "you know ur a great brother right? She's gonna grow up and be taught the right way cause of u, ur gonna be a great dad if you ever wanna be one too" I smile while I sit sideways on his lap, he always lets me sit on his lap for no reason so it's not any surprise. "You really think so?" He asks while looking out onto the street "yea I do, with all my heart" I smile while looking at him. He looks at me and we make eye contact, i hug him tightly and he hugs me back. I'm not gonna lie it's intimate moments like when we make eye contact that make me wanna kiss him and jump his bones but other than those moments which happen quite frequently, we only see each other is the most platonic to non platonic way. There's something there with us but we both like to ignore it. It's best that way, right?

I look at Carl to see him tearing up, I wipe his tears and I kiss his forehead "it's ok, it's ok. You can cry" I whisper to him. Carl doesn't like to cry in front of people so when he does, you know he's finally broken.
He breaks down in my arms and starts sobbing into my shoulder while I hug him. He hugs me back tightly and cries harder into my shoulder. "I know you miss her, I do too Carl, it's ok, just let it out" I say while reading up and running my hand through this hair. "I miss her so fucking much Y/n, how am i meant to go on without my mum?" He cries. "It'll be ok, you'll recover from this and you'll be ok. I promise you" i sniffle. He lets go of me and I look into his eyes with my hair all over my face. He moves the hair away and tucks it behind my ears.

I decide to lighten the mood and try tickle him and as I do he fidgets and moves around on the chair making me move with him and slide against his lap and after a few minutes of him fidgeting I can feel something. Like a bump, something kind of hard under me "Carl get ur gun out of ur pocket it could go off accidentally" I laugh as I slowly stop tickling him. He stops laughing slightly and looks me in the eyes and giggles "um Y/n.. I don't mean to make things weird but...my gun is inside and my pockets are empty..." I slowly cover my mouth with my hand in shock and I giggle. "Im so sorry omg HAHA nah Carl omg" I laugh historically. We both end up laughing about this for at least 5 minutes and I slowly get off him. "Im sorry, I'll leave u to deal with....that" I laugh as I start to walk off.

"Where do you think ur going Y/L/N? What you think you can let me suffer now?" He smirks and walks up to me. He puts a hand around my waist and one on the left side of my face and pushes his face closer to mine almost making our noses touch. My breathe hitches and I keep eye contact with him when I catch his eyes darting from my eyes to my lips. "Carl I... I don't think we should..ur grieving and I just think it's a ba-" I get cut off by Carl smashing his lips onto mine, I wrap my arms around his neck and lean into the kiss. He taps my thigh signalling for me to jump so I did and I wrapped my legs around his torso, my hands fly to his hair and he takes us inside, up the stairs and to his room while still somehow making out with me. He throws me on the bed and closes the door and clicks the lock.