You're not the bad guy. But neither am I??
It is so ridiculously unnecessary.
The only "anger" i'm feeling is all intrusive thoughts and they want to destroy. They want to ruin.
But I'm better than that. I'm struggling but better.
I don't need blood. I don't need to rip things. I don't need it. I don't want to be bombarded with intrusive thoughts anymore. That's my job to cope.
But. You should help me out too, you know? Not make things worse. I'm not asking for perfection and all of the accommodations. I'm asking for understanding and patience.
Do not forget that I am mentally ill. Because I can't either.
I have no choice.
10:20 -- just shut up
Why am I acting like this??
It's like it's trying to blend its way into my personality to make it seem normal.
??
Do not do this to me. Don't fucking do this to me. please do not. Do. Not.Don't. I don't want to go back. I don't want to go back. Now is not the time. Please, get out. Get out. Get out.
Don't do this to me. I will not sink that low. I will not let you.
You can't win. You won't win. Stop trying so hard to take over. I can't let this happen again.
??????
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『You have mental problems』
No Ficción**Trigger warning for a lot of the stuff mentioned in this thing.** I'm not dangerous, just mentally ill.
