The Group Of Secrets(On Hold)

Chapter Six

Ivy's in the bathroom with no one but herself. Girls walk in and out , Ivy listens to the gossip that they brought and as they left with it . No one noticed her sitting all alone in a stall with no one. Ivy was in deep thought when she heard familiar voices. It was Sofia and Kylee, a girl Ivy barely knew. Words escaped Sofias mouth like "ugly" ,"fat", "ogre" than "ivy". Ivys friend, longest friend was also an enemy? Ivy than heard the door shut than silence, than Ivy cried out In pain and sorrow. She was alone in this world, god hated her . She hated herself . In a world of millions she was alone. No one cared , no one ever did. Ivy was fooled by the word "friend" she had no one. Ivy took her head and slammed it into the wall, just wanting pain. Why does she deserve this? she thought than the answer quickly came back , she was worthless , alone and plain out pathetic. Everything that she had kept in for so long over flooded her , she cracked. Her breaths shortened and her eyes went in and out of focus. All she could taste was salt from the tears . Ivy began to pull her hair like she always did when she was mad or when she just couldn't take it. Lunch had now ended and no one would enter the bathrooms , she scurried out to the mirror.

Ivy saw the person looking back at her . It wasn't a person though it was a fat , ugly ,ogre with bruises. From that day on Ivy was no longer a person she was truly took herself as an useless , ugly, ogre with no feelings .Ivy grabbed a paper towel and knew she had to catch her last class because if her grades ever slipped , just once it would truly be a death sentence. Her steps echoed down the hall way causing stares. Sofia's words just kept repeating in her head. She got to her locker with few still out in the halls and rushed to get her book and before she knew it she had a smile on and was in English class right next to her best friend.......Sofia.

Sofia shot Ivy her grin and just talked to everyone else but Ivy. Ivy tried to concentrate to what the teacher was saying but everything that's ever happened her kept replaying in her head . In her her fathers deep voice " Your a good for nothing" "You know you look like you a thousand pounds". Than her grandfathers raspy voice began to say " your not pretty" "in our family your not wanted". Her moms voice began to say "your such a fucking bitch , how can anyone stand you?". Than came Sofia's voice " your so fucking weird I don't know how I'm friends with you" "Your big nose takes up your whole face" . The flashbacks stopped when she heard Sofia's laugh.

Ivy put her head down in embarrassment , "I wish I was someone else , I cant take this" Ivy muttered. Than Sofia's face turned around and say in her usual sarcastic tone "excuse me". The "friends: glared at each other for a few moments. Ivy glanced at the clock , just a few more minutes till school will end and Ivy will be on a bus ride to what she called a "home". "class dismissed" Ivy struggled with her books as kids walked around looking at her. One kid bumped into her and gave a disgusting look cause everyone to laugh including Sofia. Eventually Ivy reached her locker and knelt down putting her books down , trying to stay out of everyone's way. She grabbed what she needed than went to a noisy homeroom where no one speaked to her. the bell rang signaling school was over and all the kids left while Ivy waited to be the last one out. She took one step down the stairs and immediately put her head phones in.

Ivy opened the door to cold air hitting her all over. She than began to struggle to get to her bus with all the kids that took up the sidewalk. She boarded the bus and was the last one causing everyone to look at her like psycho , like usual. Ana was laid against the window, pale as can be that concerned Ivy. "are you okay" she whispered to hear no response back. Ivy out her headphones back in and just gave up on ever socializing again . Soon enough the bus reached Ana stop , she quickly got off and entered the arms of Darren.

Than the bus reached her stop , she got off slowly . Ivy grew closer and closer to her white house when she started to hear screaming. She began to pick up the pace when she heard a loud "thump". Ivy bolted up the stairs to find a broken glass table and the sound of her sister crying an her father slamming his door. Ivy sat down and tried to pick up the pieces of the table when her sister muttered "let him clean up his own mess for once, I'm leaving here". Then a creak was heard causing Ivy to jump to her sisters side. Their father began to say "where the hell are you going?" "AWAY!" She screamed . "NO YOU FUCKING ARENT" "TRY TO STOP ME" her sister responded. Ivy's father gave her sister a push and for once she pushed back.

The fathers face grew red with anger and his hands shot up and wrapped around Ivy sisters neck. Ivy knew she couldn't stop him so she ran and ran as far as she could dialing 911. As Ivy stood scared, crying and worried she heard a voice "911 , what's your emergency?" Ivy began to stutter "m-m-mmy fa-a-ather is chocking my sister" "okay honey what's your address " the lady responded . Ivy told the women as she saw her sister running down the stairs with a face filled with tears.

The door to the green mini van quickly opened as Ivy's sister got in. The engine roared causing Ivy to jump in front of it . Maybe just maybe they could get away , maybe someone did cared. Ivy's sisters blue eyes looked straight at her and soon all Ivy could see was the back of the green mini van rushing away. A raspy voice drifted into her ears "Ivy where the fuck are you" as sirens echoed. Ivy began to stutter to the operator "he's gonna kill me" than slammed the phone shut . Ivy began to walk out of her hiding spot when four police cares pulled up to he house , one officer grabbing her whispering "it's gonna be okay" while gently putting her in the car.