Tainted Love - Tate Langdon x Male Reader

Chapter 2: Sensitivity

It's been almost a month since I last saw Tate. Neither have I gotten one bit closer to deciphering his mysterious psalm. I've been sketching him nonstop, even going as far as to leave it out and open to see if Tate would leave any type of message on the papers. Not once has he.

At least my school life has gotten better. I've finally made some friends. Plus, there's this really pretty guy that I'm friends with, and I'm thinking about asking him out sometime. I recently picked up learning guitar, my parents got me a candy apple red Fender Stratocaster so I could learn to play it. Needless to say, life has been good.

Today when I got home from my guitar lessons, I entered my room, hanging up my guitar on its stand. I lied on my bed, texting my friends for a while before picking up my drawing book, sketching something for art class before I feel a dip in my bed. Looking over to my side, my eyes widen and I gasp. Tate was there, right next to me, a slight smile on his face.

"T-TATE! W-where have you been?! I haven't seen you in weeks!"

He looked away, his face a bit red. I took the drawing book off my lap and close it, putting it on my nightstand before sitting with my legs crossed facing him.

"Tate? Are you-"
"Yeah, I'm- I'm- I'm fine. I apologize for disappearing, I feel really embarrassed... I never meant for you to see those drawings. The truth is... I really like you... But I didn't know how to talk to you, so I um... I started sessions with your dad so I could... well, talk to you, I guess... I never wanted you to find out that way..."

His smile fades and he gets into the fetal position, a few tears rolling down his cheeks. Seeing Tate like this... it makes me feel horrible... I can't take it. I rush over to him, hugging him tightly, sniffling a bit, holding back tears.

"T-Tate... I like you t-too..."

A sudden chill ran down my spine as he looked down at me, his eyes glistening from his tears. I watched as a warm smile took his face and he wrapped his arms around me, sobbing into my shoulder as he propped me up, having me sit in his lap. I slowly stroked his hair, admiring his face, making him comforted. Eventually, he stops crying and continues to hold me close before I pull back, sitting on his lap normally. The pattering of the rain on my windows filled the room as we shared this emotional moment. He stared with his dark pupils into my brown ones, his eyes now red from crying. I noticed his breath got a bit heavier before leaning up and grabbing my face, kissing me gently and tenderly. The feeling of his warm lips on mine made me melt in his arms. He rolled over, laying me on my back and looking down at me as we begin to make out, feeling his hard breath come into my mouth. I moan slightly as he licks my tongue softly before breaking the kiss.

"Y/N... I love you so much... I want to be right near you for as long as you live. I want- I want to protect you no matter what. I've never felt this way... at least with a guy... I never thought I even liked guys... until I saw you..."

He continued kissing me, now going down to my neck, making me gasp in pleasure before he kisses one particular spot, sending a rush of blood through my veins, making me moan very loudly, surprising Tate.

"Wow... Y/N... I-"
"I'm so sorry Tate... I've n-never-"
"It's okay, s-seriously... I liked that."

A big smile played his red face, making me blush even harder. As he started up again on my neck, I continued to moan, covering my mouth with my hand. Damn... the nice, wet feeling of his cold lips planting signs of affection all over me... this was ecstasy...

"Oh... Y/N... y-you seem... very... excited..."
"Wh-?"

I look down, noticing the bulge in my pants with a slightly damp stain on it. My face beamed red.

"OH- F- UM- I- ER- TA-"

He put a finger over my mouth, laughing at my embarrassed look.

"It's okay, Y/N..."

He raised his shirt, showing a much larger bulge in his jeans, also having a small damp stain on them. He looks at me with solemn smile and his eyes relaxed.

"So am I."

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Feel the Pain - Dinosaur Jr.