the complicated lovers

As I woke up my eyes slowly adjusted to the bright light flowing rainbow streaks into my eyes. I realised i wasn't in my room. I tried to get up but then i realised I was strapped to the bed. I wriggled with such force the bed started rocking
"FUCK, GET ME OUT OF THIS BED RIGHT THE FUCK NOW, I'M GOING TO LOSE MY SHIT." I yelled as loud as I could. I couldn't move my neck as that was strapped down too but I heard a key twist and a door open.

"Hush now, everything is going to be okay. honey I need you to take some big girl breaths for me, okay"
this lady said to me in a soft voice you use for two-year-olds.
"I'm not a baby so don't talk to me like one, also unstrap me and let me go I'm not crazy."
"Nooo you're not crazy, u just can't be released just yet" she said in this same annoying ass voice.
"STOP SPEAKING LIKE THAT OR I WILL SLIT YOUR THROAT IN YOUR SLEEP, okayyyy" I said the okay is the same stupid voice she used.

"Woah, calm down." a man said
"One never tell me to calm down, two can my neck be released I'm being choked"
"Okay, okay" he released my neck and I bit him
"Sorry not sorry" I said as calm as can be "let me out now"
"You just bit me"
"Yeah, but not of aim for harm just to teach you a lesson"
"I mean there is no blood or bruising sir" the nurse said
"Fine whatever" he said and he unstrapped me
I jumped out my bed and immediately sprinted for my life. I was not going to stay here
I felt an arm grab me and stop me from behind and they gave me an almost hug.
"Get off me" I wriggled "I'm not crazy i just wanna leave" i started to cry "my boyfriend's dead i want to go to his funeral, let me GO" i was full on crying and screaming but this dude still wouldn't let me go.
i thought he would be cold hearted like in movies but he was super sweet
"Hey, it's going to be okay, hush now let it all out, good girl" girl is one thing i am not
"boy" i whispered
"Oh, my apologies sir" he said calmly "now why don't you hold my hand and we can go back to your room"
"No, NO" i started to scream
"Okay, tell me why not without yelling"
"straps" i whispered whilst tears slowly running down my cheeks.
"i won't let them tie you up, c'mon let's go back" he let me go and grabbed onto my hand tightly, he walked me back to my room where the doctor was icing his hand
"Now, I am in charge of this one from now on, got it?" he said firmly
"Unfortunately, I can't just let you, oh you know what you can help look after her"
"him" he said "this young man is him"
i wiped the tears off my face a smiled up at him
he let go of my hand and said, "i will be back in a second" and he left
the doctor came towards me and grabbed me, i screamed and wriggled the nurse helped the doctor and they gagged me lookand strapped me down
the dude came back in and looked at me with tears streaming down my face and started to yell
"WHAT THE FUCK, YOU ARE NOT ALOWED TO DO THIS"
this caused a man in a suit to come in and he did not look happy "Doctor Bee and nurse Eggie my office, NOW. so, i figured out he was the boss or something.

the dude came running over to me "hi I'm JJ, i know you didn't know that. it's going to be okay." he released me and said "good boy"
i blushed and smiled and started to little space and giggled then i realised and i composed myself
i know he saw it then he smiled at me ruffled my hair and said "so you little space huh"
i was shocked "umm yeah, yeah i do"
"Cool, you wanna little space right now?" JJ asked "you can around me ya know, i will look after you"
i giggled and hugged him then he did a surprising thing he picked me up and started walking somewhere.
"Where are we going?" i started to panic what if he was going to rape me or something
"it's going to be okay, trust me"
"Just don't rape me" i whispered
"Rape you, i would never- has someone done that while you were in little space?"
"no"
"don't lie"
"yes"
"In that case i am finding a nursery room that has a nurses room attached so you can use both rooms."
"You can do that for me?"
"of course, i can"
"i ummm, I'm sorry about the breakdown, but i don't actually know where i am or why i am here"
"Oh whoops, okay i don't know why you are here yet but this is mental institution"
"So, I'm in the loony bin"
"i don't know how to respond to that"
he opened a door with his key card
"Okay you have two choices, either little space or we can hang out and talk about stuff"
"i would like to talk about stuff, is that okay?"
"of course, it is so you mention your boyfriends funeral, what exactly happened"
"He- he was driving us home after he proposed in front of his whole family and- another driver drove right into us and he died. It was a week yesterday of his death and so i drove to that spot and purposely crashed into the spot hoping i could join him- oh shit my dash cam, i know why i am here now" i said giggling with tears streaming down my face.
"That must be really hard for you"
"It was really hard and now i am going to miss his funeral its tomorrow"
"No, you won't"
"what"
"Look don't worry about it its late so why don't you go to sleep"
so, i did