CHAPTER 1

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I don't know how to tell him how good he looks. The way his red Tommy Hilfiger hoodie fits his built body perfectly or the way his ripped black skinny jeans outline his perfectly lengthy legs. And that his taste in shoes turns me on like a 14 year old hormone enraged girl staring at the hottest man she's ever seen. Well. I am. Except I'm a guy. And I'm eighteen, and the hottest man I've ever seen is my dearest best friend Alec Cruice and I'm positive he's straight. I've never asked him but I did catch him making out with Stacey Mendoza in my parents bedroom at my 15th birthday party "dude you should've been there she totally wanted the thunderstick" It was until a couple months ago I really fell in love and started noticing all the small things. The way his veins show in his strong hands when he grips something with the lightest force or the way he cutely bites the inside of his lip when he's focusing really hard on a test. oh boy, that's a lovely abundance of thoughts to wake up to. I can't wait to see him now! no really i can't. I wanna see his soft fluffy brown hair and his deep green eyes that I get lost in every time I see them. I hit myself but that doesn't stop the thoughts. I'm still thinking about him and I won't ever be able to stop the thoughts so I just take a shower and get ready for the day. I put on my lil peep hoodie. if i had a list for the hottest guys it would go

Alec Cruice (my ever so hot best friend)

Lil Peep (Gustav Ahr)

Johnny Depp

and the list goes on and on. I complete my outfit with some baggy Denim jeans and some white Chuck Taylor Converse high tops, my favorite shoes, because Alec gave them to me and I get to keep a little part of him with me wherever I go. i value these shoes like a white girl values Starbucks in the morning before class they fit me perfectly and they're cleaner then my homosexual soul, i walk downstairs to the kitchen where my mom is making breakfast

"hi Hun, would you like some breakfast?"

"no thanks mum, i'm not really that hungry

"Is something wrong?"

"no mum just not hungry, i'm gonna go start up Kyrie"

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