the me book [maja, that's me]

writer's note

hey there :)

guess i should present myself shortly before i start ranting and stuff!!

so yeah

lol

im awkward

ima michael girl.

anyways, my name's maja, i'm 18 and i live in Sweden with my dad, little sister emma and stepmom. (my mom lives in spain, met her for the first time in 10 years in february...long story).

i study social sciences and blabla, that's not important :)))

i've had a depression, i'm still diagnosed with anxiety and a bipolar disorder, which makes my life a little harder, but oh well, life isn't easy!! (got diagnosed when i was 13 i think...)

i've also had a super hard ass tough period in my life between when i was 12-15 when i never spoke to my parents, barely never hung out with friends and shit, i started with a hopeless, disgusting self harm behavior and i still deal with those thoughts which makes me wanna stab myself :)))))))) please never start, please, it's so hard to deal with, it gives you marks you'll regret and it's so hard to get rid of!!

oh well. i love bands. seriously, 99% of my playlist is bands. my favs are 5sos (ofcourse) and sws, then i have like a 100 others :)))) so im very interested in music yeah ☺

i have some nice good friends that you'll probably hear about: in school i have Matilda, Magdalena and Kirsti, they're just great and i love them to death for dealing with stupid me ♥♥♥

and then there's this very special friend @sierravienna96. we met in february last year and it just started like a normal chat, then we became just normal internet friends but not it's turned out to a real friendship. she's like um..idk bc i dont have words but she's the bestest friend i've ever had and she's the o ne who listens to me problems and everything. she's my happiness!!

okay that was the lamest shit i've ever written.

sorry

here we go

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