He Was My Subscriber

5: Curiosity Killed The Cat.

***Heads up. In this story Jorden doesn't know who Danielle is.***

~Jorden Renae's P.O.V~

I woke up peacefully after a long and exciting night. Today was Thursday and we had the day off. My roommates invited me to go out and eat breakfast with them but I was too tired and didn't feel like going out. I stayed behind to finish editing my video and post it up.

I went downstairs to go eat breakfast. Just my luck Evan was down there making breakfast. Evan is the same guy who I got along with at the judges house. We have been getting close to each other. He was a really cool guy to talk to."Good you're making breakfast make me some please???" I begged "Well good morning to you too!!" He said sarcasticly."What do you wanna eat??" "Hmmmm can you make me some pancakes with bacon and some fruit on the side pretty please?" I asked him trying to put my best puppy face."Okay okay. That face always gets me. One day I'll become immune to it you know?" Evan said. "Yeah I know but that'll be the day I find another facial expression to convince you with."I told him. "Ha very funny."

We finished eating breakfast and he then helped me edit my video.Once it was finished it uploaded it onto my YouTube Channel. We then went to the living room and we watched a movie. "Are you nervous for tonight?" He calmly asked. I really hadn't thought much about tonight. I thought I did very good but then again it was up to the judges decide if I was going to get eliminated."I'm not sure. I really haven't thought about it but then again doubt gets the best of me and I sometimes tend to over think." I told him."I'm pretty sure you won't go anywhere for a long time You really are talented." He complemented. I then heard my phone ring and went to get it.

I answer the call."Hello?" "Hey Jorden! I haven't seen you all day Whatcha been up to love?" Liam greeted. "Hey Liam! I haven't really done anything just watch a movie and upload my video." I told him. "Oh I already saw it. It was really cool. I feel like I know you better." I was a bit surprised that he saw my "50 things about me" but then I remembered he was a subscriber yet he hadn't told me about it." How did you know about my video" I asked him to mess around with him. "Oh you know a fan tweeted it to be and I saw it" He said. "Oh well that's cool" I told him."Um ha yeah" He said nervously. "Are you okay? You seem a bit nervous." I told him. "oh it's just the jitters you know. Were gonna perform tonight and yeah." He said. "Are you sure" I asked him. Boy was I enjoing this. "Renae I have to tell you something. I'm actually one of your subscribers so that's how I knew about your upload. I've been your subscriber for a while now and I've seen your videos. All of them."

When I first started making videos I uploaded one where I answered all of my personal questions like how it was to lose my dad, what I felt, how my life changed, how I changed. Different things to let my viewers know about me. That's also when I revealed that I had tried to commit suicide. I then started to post a few video like video diaries where I let my feelings out and I cried my eyes out. I also talked about my first boyfriend and how he dumped me for the popular girl which was horrible , so when Liam said all of them I was a bit scared.

"oh." I said. "Yeah hey I'll see you in a bit our break is over." Liam said. "Okay bye."

"Who was that?" Evan asked. "It was Liam.He wanted to see what I was doing." I told him. "I really don't like him." He told me. "Umm why?" I asked curiously. "No reason." He blankly said. "Please tell me! " I begged." I'll Tell you later." "You suck Evan." I told him walking away madly.

~Few hours later. Eliminations~

One Direction had just finished performing and the crowd was hyped up. It was fun watching the guys perform but my conscious wouldnt stay calm. I was nervous and I really didn't want to be eliminated. "Alright contestants on stage in 2 Minutes." One of the backstage crew members said.

We all nervously made our way to the stage. All I saw were lights and the only thing I heard was the sound of ny heartbeat going fast. We were all being eaten alive on the inside but some did a really good job on hiding it. One by one they judges said while was moving on to the next show. It started out with 16 contests on the stage. It went down to 15, 14, 13, 12, 11, 10, 9 , 8 ,Evan was called through, 6, 5, My guts were being eaten, and then 3. I had never been so scared in my life. They had called 13 people and I still hadn't been called. The next contestant was called. There only remained 2 people. Me and a 16 year old girl named Alyssa. She had the looks , the personality, and the voice. She was able to hit higher notes than I could.

The last thing I remember hearing was the deafening screams of the audience and I saw the Alyssa crying. No I didn't making it through. I started to cry. "Wow that was nerve wrecking. How does it feel to move on to the next show Jorden." Mario Lopez asked."What? I made it through?" I asked him "Well your name is Jorden Renae correct?" "Oh my goodness I made it through."

I quickly finished talking to Mario and went off stage. I was crying. I had never been so scared in my life and it felt really good that I made it through to the next show. Everyone congratulated me. My parents, Ryan, The rest if the contestants, Evan, The guys and even Liam. "I told you aren't going to be eliminated." Liam played around. "You didn't say anything Liam" I playfully told him. "Ha you're correct love." He told me then gave me a kiss on the cheek. I instantly blushed and tried hiding my face. "What are you doing after the show?" He asked. "I'm going to bed. What else would I do silly ?" He smirked and took me by the hand. We went back to the mansion and he told me to get dressed into something casual yet comfortable. I did as I was told. I wore a pretty red, white and blue flowery dress with a navy blue cardigan accompanied with white TOMS. I quickly curled the bottom tips of my hair and put on a headband. I ran downstairs and we both took off into the night.

It has been two hours since we left the mansion and I was having a blast. We first went to go eat at a little restaurant. After eating we took a stroll through the park. We were now making our way back the mansion. We got to know each other and we became closer. We were close to the mansion and I was tired. Liam was holding me by the waist as I had my head leaning against his chest. All of a sudden I felt that he started carrying me bridal style. Normally I would have fought to be put down but I was too exhausted. I soon passed out to his fragrance of Calvin Klein.

~Next Morning~

I woke up and went downstairs. Evan was down there. "Hey Evan!" I greeted him but he brushed me off. "Helloooo Evan! Did you wake up in the wrong side of bed?" i asked him. "No." He snapped back. "Evan what's wrong?" "What's wrong? You were gone for who knows how many hours!" He yelled . "Why do you even care? Why does it bother you so much that I was gone?" I asked. "What bothers me is that you still hang out with him after I told you I dont like him!" Evan told me. "Why don't you like him? Huh? What has he ever done to you Evan? He such a sweet guy and I like him! Are you jealous?" I asked

"He's been flirting with his ex. I saw him. Danielle is one of the back up dancers on the show Jorden. He's been messing around with you. "

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So much drama!!! I loved this chapter! There may be a few mistakes I'll edit it later. I'm too lazy right now.

Have you guys seen the preview to The adventurous adventures of One Direction part 2? Well you guys should check it out. I can't wait to see it.

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