Dean,
I'm sorry but I have to do this. It's not like you would care, anyway. I loved you, Dean. I still do. Remember the good times we had together? I remember the day we met. It was one of the happiest days of my life, Dean. You looked so amazing, you always do. I was on my shift at the Gas-N-Sip, it was just any regular day. Then you walked in. I had never seen such a beautiful person before. It was like you lit up the room and everything was suddenly in slow motion. I wanted to ask you on a date right then and there, but I didn't know if you would accept. I wanted to stare into those green eyes forever. After you left I felt like I was missing something great. I regretted not asking you for coffee or at least getting your number or something right away, because you said you were just passing through. Then the next day you walked in again, said you had to stay in town longer than you thought, and you flashed that smile and those bright green eyes and I started melting. I didn't waste any precious time any longer, and asked you if you would like to get some coffee. I felt like I was flying when you said yes. Our first date. You were so sweet and nice, what happened? We really got along happily, didn't we? And we were together for months, you decided to stay in town for me. I still love you and I won't ever get over you. How could you leave me for her? How could you pretend I never meant anything to you, that you didn't love me? Dean, you were my whole world, and now my world is gone. I know you and Lisa had a history, but what we had was so much more meaningful than time. Remember when you told me that I made you feel like I pulled you out of Hell? Well now I feel like you locked me out of Heaven. Just know that I loved you until my last minute. Goodbye, Dean.
Cas
