𝘣𝘶𝘭𝘭𝘴𝘦𝘺𝘦 ☁ ;; ᵇⁿʰᵃ (hiatus)

important. (VENT)

hello everyone. this is unfortunately not a chapter. if you don't know or you're not following me, my father has passed. 

please be considerate of my feelings.

if you don't want to read this part you can leave.

I'll be telling you more about him.

his name was john craig.

he was 34 and my favorite person ever.

he got me into skateboarding and art as he was a tattoo artist.

he used to take me out on a bunch of adventures like on railroads or on trains across the city.

he had epilepsy.

he was also really funny.

he was super spiritual and told me about all his theories about the world.

he also had my brother. he's five now and hung out with him a lot.

something I wish I did more.

the times I did get to see him were always awesome.

My grandma, who also passed, was always super fun.

She couldn't do much but she always found out how to make it entertaining.

he always called me snickerdoodle.

and god i wish I could hear him say it again.

my wish for my birthday, 3 days ago, was to talk to him one more time.

just once.

I never got the chance.

he was murdered.

I loved him, so much.

I want and need justice for my father.

if you're still here, thank you. I appreciate you, so much.

sincerely, JJ craig.

03/09/2023