2023 started with harsh decisions.
I was not sure that the decision I made was right.
So many decisions that I wished I could have made it right.
Choices...
Had a guy,
who was different from the others,
or who I thought he was.
A part of me, really... really,
Regrets it.
I wish I could have seen the signs he was showing.
Two months and a half,
already had so many arguments.
Pushed me away multiple times, yet I stayed.
Called me liar yet I was the one being lied to.
but yet every time I gave in.
I really loved him more than I did to myself.
I've molded myself for you, to be better, to be a better me.
But you didn't give me a chance to show you.
Efforts, Time, Love.
All the things you needed.
All the thing you didn't asked for,
I gave it to you.
And I never regretted.
Never forgot to remind you that you are loved.
I really cared about you, I swear.
In between two months, what did I got in return.
Left ignored, ghosted.
I had my hopes, all of mine.
It just shattered away that 17th of March night.
