whispers in the dark

emergency room

I woke up. I felt perfectly fine. There were nurses around me. My special nurse was sitting next to me. She was waiting for me to wake up.
Are you Ok? She asked me.
Yea. Why wouldn't I be? I answered.
You fell down the stairs again. She said to me.
I did. Oh well i feel fine. Can I go home now? I asked
I have bad news for you Stacy... Shes said to me in a concerned voice.
What...? What happened to me! Tell me now... What happened....!? I shouted
When you fell down the stairs you hit you neck and lower back. I'm so sorry Stacy, but....you're paralyzed from the waist down. She told me.
I started to cry. I was balling my eyes out. My whole world ended before my eyes.
Than i realized I couldn't feel anything. I couldn't move. I was really paralyzed. It wasnt some nightmare I was living and i just hadn't woken up yet.
You have to stay in the hospital for a few days. She said to me.
NO! I screamed. I'm not staying in this building you call a hospital! I want to go home! I want to go home now! I was losing it. I was so mad.
You have to stay for a few nights. she said worried to me.
NO I DON'T. I said loud, but quiet.
I want to go home. I said patiently waiting.
My people are waiting for me. I need to go home! I shouted again.
I tried to get up, but of course no use. I grabbed the pole and tried to drag myself off the bed and tried to get the wheel chair but I fell on the floor. I started to cry.
The nurse grabbed my arms anfd helped me into the wheel chair. I started pushing the wheels and tried to go out the exit, but the nurse grabbed the handles and said I needed to stay for treatment and physical therapy.
DO...YOU...WANT...TO...DIE..? I asked angered.
No... She said, but i want to help you.
You want to help me. I said.
Yes I do she responded.
Than i suggest you bring me home! I said patiently angary.
I can't. she told me.
That was your biggest mistake. Now we're going to have a problem. You bring me home....NOW...
Ok. She gave in.
I knew she didnt want to die. I knew that what i told her she would learn. I dont know what Aiden and jack would think about this so I was worried. For her life being at risk. She may already be dead from letting me fall down the stairs.

We got in the car we were silent the whole ride to my house. I started to cry again. Finally we arrived in my driveway. I told the nurse to leave me alone.