Authors note
This is my first time I'm publishing my writing so please don't hate also I wrote some of these a while ago when I was going through very bad depression but I'm a lot better now and to anyone who is going through a hard time trust me it gets better I've been there and I made it you can too.. I love you all stay strong my soldiers
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There are monsters inside me bigger and scarier than I first feared. They live inside my head and tell me what to do. I can't help but do what they say. They promise I'm doing this for a good reason. They tell me the world would be better if I do as they say. So I cant help but believe them as they tell me I should be dead.
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Part 2
There are monsters inside me. They grown worse over the years. I have had them and their deadly promises under control for so long but now it seems I'm starting to lose my grip. I can hear them louder than ever before. Everywhere I go they tell me I should just let go. So they can finally take full control. I try so hard to hold ob tight, but I'm starting to fear I might lose this fight. I can feel the control slowly fade with each piercing word and deadly promise they make. The worse park of all is that now I'm actually letting them win. Im just so tired I've held on for so long but, now I'm just to exhausted to continue on. I couldn't care less if i win or if i lose. Im beginning to welcome these deadly demons and persuasive monsters, because maybe like they promised before maybe the world would be better if I really wasn't here anymore.
