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Jiwon is back at her workplace, and this routine even brings her some share of pleasure. She remembers the first time she picked up a camera — an old one, her grandfather gave it to her to support. And then Puck realizes that he finds the love of his life. Holding the device in her hands, she takes a lot of pictures, thanks to which she becomes famous to this day. So much so that he makes shots for Korean stars breaking the hearts of fans of the next snotty doramas.
Jiwon remembers the first time Yurim came to work for her. This tall, statuesque person, as soon as she is on the set, conquers everyone. And even Jiwon doesn't stay away. Her lips part in admiration, and the photographer realizes that he is mistaken. Because the love of her life is not in her own hands right now, but stands nearby, is called Ho Yurim and is flirting very nicely with her manager.
"Photographer-nim, we need a serious photo shoot in order for Yurim to be able to invest them in a portfolio and conquer the casting group of the next film".
The request turns out to be quite feasible, so the blonde smiles while taking the very first picture of Heo. It is kept by the elder to this day, and when her evenings are filled with sadness, she looks at this photo and feels a strangled feeling in the chest area. There is a heart beating fast, wounded by feelings for Yurim, but Jiwon is silent and continues to look at the picture further.
That's better. It's more correct.
Her admiration for the actress has been going on for almost four months, and during all this time they exchange only a couple of phrases. But that's enough for Ji.
When Rim is standing on the set now, all sorts of thoughts are rushing through her head: from the one where they kiss, hug, to the one where they just keep eye contact, without any romantic context. It's hard to love and be poisoned by these feelings. They penetrate into every cell of the body and fog the mind. Jiwon could continue her further improvement as a specialist, but she thinks about Yurim's lips all day long. Her heart openly loves, but her brain whispers to her that recognition is unnecessary now.
"Yurim is very beautiful," Jiwon thinks and takes a picture where, with the help of a camera and millions of different lenses, she shows how she sees this very beauty of the star. Jiwon, on the other hand, is unsure that she is worthy of loving Yurim.
"By the way, Jiwon-ssi", Yurim suddenly turns to the elder and looks at her attentively. The heart of the latter is now beating several times faster, and oxygen does not really enter the lungs. My God, she's so in love. "I have to thank you," Ho Yurim smiles and takes advantage of the resulting break to approach Jiwon. She turns out to be almost a head shorter than Yu, and this makes the actress feel touched. She hadn't noticed such a difference in their height before. "You know, thanks to those first pictures of you, I became successful. You did exactly what my manager and I wanted".
Park smiles back, realizing that her cheeks are shamefully blushing from a simple verbal interaction with a celebrity. "Thank you, Yurim-ssi", — I love you, Yurim-ssi remains, of course, deep in the heart and again an unspeakable poisonous phrase that poisons the whole body of a girl.
The photographer returns to his work, and Yurim takes pose after pose. Each of them is engaged in her own work, and Jiwon thinks that she will never admit her feelings to Yurim in her life, because the dark-haired one has heavenly beauty, talent and many more positive qualities.
And Jiwon is just Jiwon. A photographer who gives her muse another masterpiece photo shoot.
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ikigai (生きがい)
ФанфикYurim is very beautiful, Jiwon is unsure that she is worthy of loving Yurim.
