The deep breath I let out once Forth went to the bathroom; Jesus, this fellow was driving me mad with all of his touches!!
I don't even know if he realizes it or what?! But I realized that I have been reacting differently around him since the last few days. His touches make me feel different and I cannot help but crave more.
Bless his injury but it has created more opportunities for me to just hold him to sleep. And him calling his room home and asking me to come back to sleep, the flip my heart did, only I know of the intensity.
I just sighed softly as I realized my feelings for him was fast changing. And the more I looked at him, the more I hung around him, the more I interacted with him, the more I knew I wasn't seeing him as a friend anymore and it was getting harder and harder to be my usual self around him.
"You ok?"
"Huh?"
"You been gripping that sink for very long and looking at it. Is everything ok?"
I nodded, assuring him everything was fine. I got him to sit down and I got out the first aid kit to take out his bandages and check if it needed dressing again. But he seems to have healed well and it wasn't necessary anymore. Shit, that prolly meant I wasn't needed to stay over anymore too.
"Looks like you are all healed huh? Good for you."
Forth smiled as he swung hid hand around and checked it. He grinned once he realized he was feeling much better! I couldn't help but smile too at his infectious vibes. I stood up, wanting to keep away the kit and also muttering that I would go back soon.
That's when Forth held onto me from the back.
"Forth, what are you doing?"
"I'm better but it doesn't mean you have to go. Why can't you stay over? Do you have plans?"
"No, I don't."
"Then why can't you stay over?"
"You may want to make plans with your friends."
"You are my friend."
"Maybe you want to go gaming or fishing or drinking."
"With you yes."
"What if you wanted to go on a date, maybe with Kuynn?"
Forth fell silent. The vibes had changed. I knew instantly I had pissed him off but I couldn't help it. I have been very insecure of her and its showing even more blatantly now.
"If I'm going on a date; with you yes. With anyone else, no. Does that answer your question?"
I just gulped silently, not turning to look at him. Forth turned me around; "I asked if it answered your question."
I nodded. Forth leaned in as if wanting to either kiss or hug me but it never happened because some idiot decided to ring the bell then. Forth cursed and went to open the door. There stood Lam, Max, Tul and some of the other Engineering boys. They all bounded in cheerfully, exclaiming about a impromptu beach trip and staying overnight! The boys asked if we wanted to come along too. I looked at Forth briefly who didn't seem keen in going.
"Sounds good but why don't you guys go ahead? I just recovered so I'm not quite in the mood yet."
"Park, how about you?"
I looked at Forth who just looked away. Lam caught the look that was exchanged between us. Before I could reply, Lam jumped in.
"I think you should stay. I remember you whining about some extra assignments and plus you can help us make sure this idiot Forth doesn't go off drinking and all."
I looked at Lam gratefully and nodded. I told the boys to go ahead and they nodded, insisting we had to go the next time.
Forth went to close the door whilst I fiddled with things on the dining table. He came and stood close to me, just holding onto my hand that was gripping the chair.
Forth just sighed and came really close to me before whispering, "could we go out for a meal? Just us alone? Like..li and his boyfriend?"
I smiled as I turned to look at him and nodded a yes. He broke out into a cheery grin and before taking off to change his shirt, he kissed me on my cheeks and ran off.
I stood there stunned and chuckled to myself over this cheeky fellow.
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My Best Lover, is he? [Completed]
RomanceAnother fan fiction on ParkxForth! I felt they have such sizzling chemistry, I had to see them again in another fan fiction. I'm so torn between him and Lam being a partner for Forth but time to explore another ParkxForth one yea :)