A Choice Between _LIFE And DEATH_

Epilogue

I just wanted to be happy. Why can't i be happy why do I have to lose everyone what did I do to suffer this much. I chose to be alive because of you but now you are dead. How am i supposed to live now!? Why did you leave me!!
Star and moon! Why can't I be happy! What did I do wrong!?? Do i need to beg you and kneel down do I have to cry blood for you to finally let me be happy, please I'm begging you, tell me what I did wrong!? If it's just going to be like this always, I-i hahahahahahaha please take me then, take me instead, it hurts so much, why take them when you could just take me please I'm begging you, I can't live now! Can I just go back and kill myself? Can I just retake the choice i pick? Can i?? W-what do i do now? Why must they die because of me Whyyy!! Whyyy?arghh

I stopped crying when Devon'z parents hugged me ... They were crying too. I look at them and they look happy.. they vanished and I saw my parents they look at me with worried eyes and hugged me. I miss them so much! Why!! They vanished too and someone look at me and said something like
"It's me I am the one who took the lives of your family and friends and your lover... Now, do you want me to take your life too? Do wish to be with them and end all you suffering?

I looked at him in the eyes and smiled at him saying yes please, I want to be with them to be with him...

" your smile is really something and it's beautiful sadly this is the last time I'm seeing it. He said as he gave me knife as I stabbed myself.. I said goodbye to him and thanked him and smiled again. Now, he is coughing blood too and the stars and moon are waving at me.. saying that I don't really fit to that place where i always have hold back my happiness. I saw white and glittering place, and then I saw people laughing and happy as they turn to face me I saw them I saw my love,family and friend.. As I saw them I emediatly ran to them I hugged them so tight as if I never want to let go and finally and we lived together there ; where it's just me and them.

I'm finally at the place where I belong, a place where I can finally be truly happy and smile without worrying about losing them again,
As I was happy with everyone I saw the man who helped me end it all he was smiling while looking at me and said be happy I'm proud of you after saying that he finally started to vannish into thin air before he could finally fully disappear I replied in a whispering voice "thank you I wish you happiness as well" and then he just smiled and disappeared into thin air with no trace as if he never existed

After all the things I experienced I realized that life truly is short we have to cherish every single moment and memory with everyone we love, because you might lose it, you might lose them in just a blink of an eye, you know Moment comes and go but memories will never fade, some memories never fade, like my love for everyone that never fades

Remember life brings tears, smiles, and memories. The tears dry the smiles fade but the memories last forever... It would last forever especially in our hearts..