Dear diary,
My day has finally come to an end after long and boring classes all day. It was hard to keep my emotions to myself as everything around started to fall apart. It started with my math teacher asking one of my friends what is happening to me because I'm not living to her expectations. I would feel better if she asked it herself, face to face, but I guess it's just my shitty math teacher being herself.
Later it was PE and I was already on the edge of crying on the floor. Luckily I didn't, but I knew I wouldn't be able to hold them much longer.
I got back home, ready to do the homework I didn't do for today. I looked at it and immediately got stressed, as I realized I knew nothing about it. The more I looked at it, the more threatened I felt to let my tears roll down my face. I tried and tried to contain them back but it was useless. In the end, I let the tears roll down my face.
I wish Tsukasa was here right now… I will have to wait for him to come online and when he does, I won't be able to talk about it. Not because he doesn't let me, but because I cannot say or write it down. I wish I could express myself more in some way but it's impossible.
This is the end of my day for now.
Goodbye, for now.
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Mafuyu's Diary
Non-FictionI am dedicating this book in my possession as my new diary but in Mafuyu's P.O.V. This book will contain: -Angst -Mentions of suicide -Explicited self harm -Bad coping mechanisms
