- 𝘕𝘌𝘞 𝘉𝘖𝘠 | 𝘙𝘪𝘯𝘯𝘦𝘺

" ᴀᴘᴏʟᴏɢʏ "

𝘍𝘪𝘯𝘯𝘦𝘺 𝘉𝘭𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘗𝘖𝘝
The bell rang and I slowly grabbed my things before heading for my first period, everything seemed louder without someone by my side for some reason.. guess Robin always kept me distracted.. I slowly walked into my first period and took my seat, sort of dreading to see Robin walk through that doors across the room from me.. the tardy bell rang and..

Robin: " Sorry I'm late teach "
Teacher: " It's okay, just- take your seat. "

I noticed Robin hesitate since he sat beside me, but he quickly brushed it off and sat down, he didn't even glance my direction... I felt even worse then I already did. Class seemed to go by slower since I wasn't paying attention.. all my mind was focused on was finding my words for the apology soon.. my mind raced as I stared out the window beside me.
Finally, the bell rang and I quickly swung my backpack around my shoulder, I looked beside me to see Robin heading to the door, I quickly caught up and tapped his shoulder, he looked but as soon as he saw it was me, he looked away..
Finney: " Robin... please.. "
He didn't reply, but I knew that if I bugged him, he'd answer me eventually..
Finney: " Robin.. stop!.. can you just listen to me? "
Ugh.. he wasn't stopping..
Finney: " Robin!.. please stop ignoring me.. "
Robin: " that's what you told me to do. "
I replied.. his voice was so much lower and didn't have his normal sweet tone added to it..
Finney: " Don't listen to what I said yesterday-!.. please.. just.. meet me in the bathroom.. "
I begged and quickly headed for the guys restrooms.. hoping he'd follow..

( Few minutes later )

Robin: " What do you want. "
He said as he came in, I was glad he came but I couldn't seem to smile at him.. I just.. had to get to the point.
Finney: " I-.. I'm so sorry!.. what- what I did wasn't what I wanted to do.. "
I paused as he glared at me..
Finney: " Please.. believe me.. I- I still wanna talk to you.. and I.. I didn't pull away be-"
I was interrupted by the bell and I noticed Robin trying to leave, I couldn't let him.. I blocked his path..
Robin: " Finney, move. "
Finney: " Let me explain, please!!! "
Robin: " I'll be here after school. Do it then. "
He replied before pushing me to get out the restrooms, after he left.. I.. broke down again.. I quickly began to sob as I slid down the wall..

( After School )

I had been hiding in the guys restroom for the rest of the school day.. which was a huge mistake but I couldn't bring myself to see him in the halls after.. that.. the final bell rang and I took many deep breaths to get myself ready and to make sure I didn't just.. breakdown again since that was just- sorta embarrassing..
the halls of the school filled with commotion again as I mentally prepared myself to apologize again but- better I guess.. I slowly heard the door open and turned my head to the door, it was Robin..

Robin: " Hey "
Finney: "...hi "
Robin: " I didn't see you in the halls. You stay here for the rest of the day? "
The smallest hint of worry in his tone as he leaned against the wall
Finney: ".. yeah "
Robin: " hm. "
He hummed and silence filled between us, I broke it
Finney: ".. can I.. redo my apology?.. "
Robin: " hurry "
I paused and took a breath
Finney: " I—I'm sorry.. I didn't pull away because I didn't like it.. I pulled away because— ugh.. my dad he's.. very strict and if he found out, then—.. I-I don't even know what'll happen.. but I know it'll be horrible.. so.. I'm just so so sorry.. I didn't want to pull away!.. I just did because.. it's- it's just very complicated... "
Silence filled between us again as I sniffled and tried not to cry, he sighed.
Robin: " it's not just your fault.. it's- also mine. "
Finney: " What-? No!.. No it's not! "
Robin: " Yes it is. "
Finney: " Robin, no it isn't..please don't say that.. "
He sighed and concern filled his voice
Robin: "..okay, just.. I'm sorry too.. for not really- giving you a good enough warning "
Finney: " You did give me a good enough warning.. "
I began walking towards him as he walked up to me as well, I sighed again
Finney: "..I'm sorry.. again "
Robin: "..you say that too much, it's okay.. "
My eyes widen slightly as I looked up at him
Finney: " ..really? "
Robin: " sure.. "
I smiled weakly and I hugged him tightly, he hugged me back
Finney: "..so.. you do-don't hate me?.. "
Robin: " The opposite actually.. I love you "
I chuckled
Finney: " your so cheesy.. "
Robin: " wow, still as mean as ever I see "
Finney: " I'm not mean!.. I'm honest "
We chuckled and pulled away slowly
Robin: " I should probably head home.. "
Finney: " me too.. Gwenny's waiting.. "
We glanced at one another before Robin kissed my head..
Robin: " is that.. okay? "
Finney: ".. yeah.. "
He smiled and I smiled back before we hesitantly pulled away from one another and headed for the two front doors to go outside.