Addict.

Addict - 02

„Jai!" someone half yells at me.

I turn around to face Caleb, who has a smile on his lips.

He's wearing a black tee, some light washed jeans and some converse - classy him.

Me? I'm wearing a grey sweatshirt, with navy blue sleeves, a pair of black skinny jeans and my black convers. Fancy me, yet?

„Hey!" I just end up saying. Grabs his hand shortly and we then do the bro hug. lol.

I take a sip of my beer, while I look around on people who's also here and are drunker than I am right now which is fucked, cause I'm usually always drunk af to parties, as one of the first.

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„Maybe" I laugh, right before I bow down, to get closer to the table. While holding one finger pressed against my one nostril, I sniff the cocaine up, as lays on the tabletop in four lanes, into the other nostril. I sniff two lanes and then stand up from the chair and move a bit where after Caleb sits down.

I rub a little under my nose, while I sniff a little, to get the rest of the cocaine up, I look around at the same time, to see if anything exciting has happened, but don't think so, we are 5 people inside right now.

Sometimes I bump into my brothers which sucks, cause then it feels like they are watching me, following me and stuff.

And I have a feeling that it'll happen tonight

„she said she had work tonight" I answer Jake, who asks about Ava and why she isn't here. Some would probably call her a whore, just call her and she'll come right away. But when you're on drugs, you don't really care about fucking with a whore or not, and it's not like we pay her, she has a lot of friends w/ benefits, let's just say that, yeah?

„haven't we all heard that before?" Jake then laugh, we all end out in laugher, cause we all has heard that sentence before.

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I face the second me aka. my twin brother Luke, when I turn around to walk inside again, but ain't gonna happen now.

„what you want?" I ask, not with the slightest excitement in my voice. I try to live a life without them, I left them, so why do they keep trying..

„I just want to talk." Luke replies.

„and those talks are gonna be the same as the rest and I couldn't care less" I says while I raise my eyebrows and shake a little bit with my head. I then walk pass him and then inside.

„Jai, I mean it!" I can hear him say with a hint of anger, from outside.

I just decides to ignore him, cause basically I do not wanna talk with him, cause he's an irritating twat.

I walk further into the house, towards the kitchen, in hope that Luke doesn't follow after.

- I then feel a hand rest on my shoulder, I shortly rolls my eyes and takes a deep breath, before I turn around.

„I don't wanna talk with you, are you deaf or something?!" I then snap, but to my surprise it's not Luke, but Jason. "Oh sorry" I then mumbles, this turned awkward really fast.

„what are you doing here?" I then ask him, with a low voice.

„I've missed you" he says, with his usual smile, EVERYONE falls for ... I literally mean everyone, cause I fell for him.

„not here.." I then mumbles, before I turn around and start walking down the hallway. Damn.

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