Why him, not me?

Chapter One: A heartbroken girl

(Its obvious but
[y/n] = your name
[h/n] = his name
[e/n] = ex' name the one who broke up with [y/n] aight
Fyona's my classmate)

"S-sorry, I have to go..!", I turned my back towards him

My mind went blank, tears rolled down my cheek as I ran down the hallway. How did it come to this? H-he promised me we'd stay together forever..! I even fought with all my friends, especially with my best friend Fyona, she was simply jealous. I wish I could just disappear, this hurts...!

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It was a secret relationship not many people were aware of.

Fuck.. I should've atleast asked why he broke up with me, but I couldn't muster up the courage to, I suppose I was afraid he had fallen out of love or found another girl who's way better than me... I guess I didn't want to know the truth... gosh, crying is so embarrassing, this isn't like me at all.

As I turned to the right corner I bumped into a tall person, who almost looked like my brother, it was almost like a fateful encounter. Like god wanted me to meet him, because he'll turn my life upside down forever.

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Ex' pov

Fuck....! I fucked up, didn't I? I really didn't want to break up with her but I had no other choice... I still love her, I really do! I mean! After all he fell in love with her too! My own best friend! Why am I even doing this for him...? We had a fight anyway so there was no need for me too. Shit, I really messed up didn't I? God what do I do now..? Ugh I feel my eyes tearing up.

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The impact made me fall back, almost landing on my ass. But he extended his hand just in time to hold my arm, stopping me from falling and pulling my body towards his! Our faces are so close to each other.... his hands are so firm, grippy and big... he's so dreamy/handsome, no I cant! I gotta snap out of it, I already have a boyfrie-! ..who broke up with me... my vision is starting to get blurry again, it got dizzy for a second until a sharp, deep voice snapped me out of it.

"...y... ey.... hey? Are you okay?", he asked
"....oh..! I'm so sorry... I'm kinda clumsy, umm.. what about you? Are you alright?", I replied.
I gazed upon his hand, he was still holding my arm...

"A-ah sorry haha..", he nervously said as he retracted his hand

She's pretty as ever, he thought.

"...It's fine, thank you for saving me",

I avoided his eyes since mine started to tear up, it's too embarrassing.

"No problem, by the way... is something bothering you..?
You look like you're gonna cry and your pretty eyes are reddish.."

My thoughts started drifting off to him again, I wish I could just erase him, memories of him.. of us..

"Umm... hello? Are you listening? You look sad, is everything alright?"

"O-oh yeah.."

He stared at me full of doubt, like he didn't believe me, almost like he knew something's wrong, although it is the first time ever meeting him.

"Alright alright... you got me", I sighed as I take in a deep breath, "my boyfriend- well, my ex, broke up with me just now... I really thought everything went well but I was wrong. I don't even know what I did wrong.."