Little did I know - Jin X Reader || Jin ff ||

BIRTHDAY #32

Seokjin : What shud I wear honey?
He asked her trying to get your attention.

Y/n : Just wear whatever you want.

Seokjin: I can't decide.
Y/n : I don't care wear a new shirt or smth.
You rolled your eyes.

Seokjin: Okay.
His face went like " :( ".

_________________________________________

Your family arrived. Taehyung got you a tasty chocolate cake as seokjin asked him to. The cake looked so tasty. You cut the cake. Everybody sings for you and feeds you some cake. Seokjin feeds you some cake to and you genuinely smiled at him.

It was time for giftsss.

Y/n : Oppaaaaaaaaaa!!!!
You hugged Yoongi.

Yoongi : Yah I can't breath.

Y/n : This is so prettyyyyy! I love you so muchhhhh!!

Yoongi gave you a bracelet matching with his bracelet.

Yoongi : I love you too monkey.

He patted your head and you smiled.
Seokjin looked at you smiling from afar. You looked so happy with your family.

Namjoon : What's wrong hyung?
Namjoon asked him.

Seokjin : N-Nothing Namjoon.

Namjoon : Don't lie to me atleast hyung.
Seokjin sighed and explained everything to namjoon.

Namjoon : This looks messy. Well hyung don't worry, Y/n loves you a lot. She will forgive you soon.

Seokjin : I hope she does.
He said looking at you who was laughing and playing with Taehyung and Yoongi.

_________________________________________

Your parents and siblings bid you goodbye and left.
It was evening already. You entered the house as you saw Seokjin walking back and forth with a bag in his hands.
You just walked away.

Seokjin : H-Honey, wait.
You looked at him with a straight face. He stood in front of you.

Seokjin : H-Happy B-Birthday.
You didn't react nor say anything.

Seokjin : I-I got this for you a week in advance. This is your birthday gift.
He was nervous.

You nodded taking it and left. He felt relieved. Atleast you didn't throw his gift away.
_________________________________________

After eating the dinner he was washing the dishes. He saw you going towards the study.

Seokjin : Where are you going honey?

Y/n : To sleep...

Seokjin : in the study?
You nodded.

Seokjin : Look-
You went inside the room and closed the door.
He sighed. He wiped his hands and tried to get inside the study but you locked the already.

He went to the bedroom and layed down on the bed. He turned around to look at your side of the bed. He placed his hand over the mattress and sighed again. He missed you. He went to your closet and grabbed one of his oversized hoodie which you apparently had "high-jacked", as said by you. He wore it.

Seokjin : Bogossipo (I miss you)
He said looking at your picture and with lots of difficulty, finally slept.

On the other hand you never wanted to do this. But he just did things which hurted you a lot. You still loved him a lot but just needed some space. His words echoed in your head everytime you saw him. You never imagined he thought that bad of you. But, it's okay. You're gonna be fine. Not like the first time this kinda stuff happened with you.

It was Monday morning and Seokjin was leaving for work.
You walked up to him. He thought that you would kiss him as usual but you just handed him his lunch and left. He sighed and left for work.
A week passed by similarly.

_________________________________________

Chaeyoung : How dare he!-

Y/n : Chae stop. I just shared this with you because I don't know what to do.
I don't wanna forgive him yet. But looking at him like that kinda hurts me.

Chaeyoung : Y/n, you heard a lot from him. It's natural for you to feel this way. I think you need a break. Just forget about everything and move away from home for a while. If you want, you can live with me. You need to get your mind off this incident to fully be able to get back to your regular life.

Y/n : You're right Chae, I think i should not see him for a while. Maybe a few weeks will be fine. I'll be moving in tomorrow. Thanks for helping me out.
You smiled.

Chae : Ayyy I'm your best friend bish! No need to thank me.
She winked.
_________________________________________

Seokjin : I'm home Honey!
He said as he took off his shoes.

Y/n : I need to talk to you Seokjin.

Seokjin got a bad feeling about this. He gulped and sat on the couch beside you.

Y/n : Whatever happened was really....disturbing for me. I want to clear my mind off this incident to fully be able to forgive you and get back to normal....I think I need a break Seokjin.

He looked at you, fear was visible I his eyes.

Seokjin : W-What do you mean?
You sighed.

Y/n : Ill be moving to Chae's house for a few weeks.

He teared up. The thought of losing you started to eat him inside. His lips trembled as he looked at you.

Y/n : Don't worry I won't be leaving forever. I'll be back in a few weeks.

He broke down into tears and hugged you. He sobbed silently and snuggled his face in your neck.
You hugged him too and patted his back to calm him down. You cudnt see him like that but this was the best decision for both of you.

Seokjin : G-Gajima...j-jebal...Gajima...
(Please don't leave)
He said in between his sobs.

Y/n : I have to, it's necessary.
He hugged you even more tighter. You let him cry for some time. He calmed down and looked at you with his puffy eyes.

Seokjin : W-When will you be leaving?

Y/n : Tomorrow morning.
He nodded.

Y/n : The food is ready, go freshen up.
_________________________________________

You were washing the dishes when he hugged you from behind. You let him do that cuz you know he is sad.

Seokjin : Can you sleep with me today? Please...

Y/n : Okay.
You sighed. He smiled and hugged you even more tightly.

_________________________________________

He hugged you really tight the last night. He still didn't want you to leave. But at the same time, he cudnt force you to stay.

You stood at the door holding your bag.
He looked at you and hugged you tightly, caressing your back and hair while kissing the side of your head occasionally. After 5 minutes you broke the hug.

Y/n : Ill be going then.
Seokjin: wait.
He said as he came forward and kissed your lips. You kissed back. It was a long passionate kiss. He showed you how much he loved you thru the kiss. You broke the kiss after a while.

Y/n : Chae must be waiting in the car.
Bye Seokjin.

You walked out and closed the door behind you.

Tbc....