Lying there.
Wow,I have nothing anymore.
What have I possibly done wrong?
My mum came into my room.
"Get the fuck up now!" she screamed at me. For god sake,hate waking up in a morning.
"I am now." I mumbled.
This house I horrible,I actually look forward to school,that's how bad it is. I jumped in the shower,the only thing I actually think worth living for is my boyfriend Oliver,some people call him 'Oli' but I prefer Oliver, we have been together two years today. So today nobody's going to ruin that.
Not even my horrible family. Well they're not that bad but still.
The minute I saw him,my emotions went from nearly crying to being the happiest girl on the planet. He said he has presents for me,but he didn't bring them,they're waiting at his for me. Awe,cutie.
He has helped me through everything,I'm not exactly one of the 'popular' or 'normal' girls that movies that 'great singing' Justin what ever his name is, he's shit. I'm the sort of girl that loves music like 'Morning Glory' By oasis. Basically I also keep myself to myself, but him, no,he's on the football team,loud,absolutely fucking gorgeous though.
He came over to me today in my history class and sat next to me,as he has been moved into this class as he switched to history rather than art,he noticed my scars. His faced dropped.
"Why?" He looked like he was about to slap me.
"I don't know,maybe because I have nothing."
"Is it those three girls again?"
I just fell silent, I'm sick of being bullied,called,slated for every move I make. This is why I love Oliver,he just comforts me. Let's me wear his baseball jacket. I love him so much.
ITS THE END OF THE DAY..
My feet are killing,were only at the end of Oliver's street, but he insisted he gave me a piggy back,so laughing so much I was crying I climbed onto his back and he ran,he still had me on his back but ha gave me his key he leaned over with me on his back,I unlocked the door and he went upstairs dropped me onto the bed and smiled
"Two years today baby!"
He kissed me as he sat and leaned over me ,and again and again. Until he has his tounge in my mouth,it was well lush,but he stopped,and put Saw on,why Saw? It scares the shit out of me. I'm wasn't watching it anyway. I was just snuggled up on him. it was so special. I must have fell asleep because the end of Saw came and he woke me and we went downstairs for dinner with him and his mum Adrienne. She is so nice.
I stayed at his last night,it was so romantic! I won't go into detail,but it was the best night I have ever had,I have the world's most romantic boyfriend.
"Go on go and get ready" A boy sleepy voice is the sexiest thing ever,anyway I went and got ready,so I grabbed my toothbrush and brushed my teeth.
I heard him talking on the phone but it sounded like a dude so I just ignored it and jumped in the shower...
"URGH WHY THE FUCK ISN'T MY FRINGE GOING RIGHT."
"Calm down,you look beautiful" he said as he grabbed the Brush and brushed my hair so my fringe went right. Fuck sake, I've forgot my Bring Me The Horizon shirt.
"Here" he threw my Bullet For My Valentine shirt at me,I must have left it here ages ago. Ah Well.
"You ready?" He asked.
"Yeah but I don't want to go to that fucking prison"
"you'll be okay,if you get anymore crap just go and tell Miss."
Fucking hate this hell hole.
So we're walking into class hand in hand. This is the shittiest day ever. We sit down.
"Right, today we are finishing Harper Lee's To Kill A Mockingbird"
we're about halfway down the pages and someone enters the classroom,usually it's a popular kid or something,but I sort of here footsteps towards my chair...
OH MY FUCKING GOD!!
It's Pheonix! OMG OMG OMG OMG.
She's here,finally back,I've missed her so much,I'm crying with happiness,she is my best friend,when I'm not with Oliver,I'm with her,she's the best.
"Oh my God Kat,you look so different!" she was just staring at me. We hadn't seen each other in about six months. Completely forgot that we were in Mr Hendro' s English. I don't think he was that bothered though as he hadn't continued reading but looked at us and smiled at us both. I think he was in a God mood today as he gave us twenty minutes at the end of the lesson to 'chill'...
We had science next,it was pretty boring until ME and Amelia,my lab partner,did an experiment and coughed our guts up because of the smell of hydrochloric acid. He isn't in my science,which is a good thing because I can talk to Amelia slot then,but then it's a bad thing because I love talking to him,Iove him really.
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First update
I'll be updating every Monday,maybe Wednesday.
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