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I was a coward.

TW:suicide     

     They walked down the wooden stairs. The two didn't even try to talk to each other. They found peace in the silence that they rarely got.

     It was all really stressful for him at the time. She knew he was having a rough time right now. He talked to her about it before and she tried to make him feel better about himself before. Those texts that they sent each other made them feel somewhat happy in a sad way. It was as if in a few minutes they told each other more than they ever told their family or anyone in general really. That probably was the reason to this "we may be suffering but at least we can suffer together" relationship. Maybe that's why they found comfort in each other's presence.

     They reach the end of the state case and go out take a right turn to get out of the building too see that it was a beautiful day out. The sky had a few clouds in it so the sun wouldn't shoot right into your eyes. The food stand was were it always was. It was like a camper painted in red with one a long part of the camper filed upwards to create a shade for the one ordering and the inside was full of signs that said what they were selling and how much each item cost. The people in the camper were ok. They didn't really stand out much.

      They walk towards the camper and line up to order. There were 2 or 3 people in front of them but they soon got their orders and walked away. He gets rice and some meat and she gets the same. They walk to a nearby table and eat in silence, as they do each day.

     Had he confessed on April and not May that year, she would have liked him back. They would have been something. They could have been happier. They could have been alive right now. If only he confessed a month earlier he would not have died. If he was alive she wouldn't have met the same fate as him. If he listened to himself, he could be in his wedding tux and she could have been in a white dress.

     He liked her company but he wasn't sure if she liked his. Maybe she did. Maybe she went to get lunch with him out of pity? I mean she did just reject him a few day ago but she thought he had already moved on. So maybe it truly was pity.

   

     "If only I knew that you loved me as well. I should have made the first move. I am to blame for this ending. We will not meet again my dear friend for you will be in the sky and I will be elsewhere. I wish I could have said something before I moved on.

I'm sorry. I was a coward."

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-keii